1. My Mind Bleeds Tragedies
You never can get used to the smell of burn victims
Or the sight of a dead child
So repulsed yet I can't look away, heads separated, exhumed from twisted wrecks
Sifting through the debris, identifying the bodies, pronounced dead.
Adrenaline rush when screams and cries collide in such perfect harmony,
crosses on the roadside symbolize the shattered memories, I often envision
the broken bodies on collision.
The overwhelming pain, their final words, thoughts of loved ones watching
them fall dead...satisfies the morbid curiosities
Stimulating the crazed imagination.
Exhilaration, inhaling the stench of incinerated flesh,
gut wrenching reality, the goriest of all homicides.
Thirst the blood of suicide, revisiting the crimes sights of nauseating death scenes.
Their brutalized, inanimate images in the morgue fascinate.
Witnessing appalling autopsies, victims of catastrophes crippled and paralyzed,
facial lacerations, pieces of the amputated.
Anxious for more when they bleed so viciously I crave for this world of violence.
When the shrieking intensifies in agonizing surgeries.
Life so sacred, yet defouled with such carelessness my mind bleeds tragedies.
2. Insect To Flesh
Found in oral cavities of the deceased callaphora vomitoria.
infesting swarms devour, hollowing almost seems to animate,
colonizing the decomposed remains, orgies within the dead.
Frenzied, feeding on the decrepit, forensic entomology,
studies of necrophillous insects generations of maggots blended, analyzed,
determining the postmortem interval.
Infestation, complete metamorphosis.
Reproduction through the dead.
Vile parasites, worms slither through the rotten carcass.
Process of decomposition, offspring developing.
Dominating the bodies, feasting on dead remains in gluttony.
Violent fornication, victims of homicide skeleton zed.
Decomposed stench attracts the multitude.
Found in stab wounds and all orifices.
Dumped on roadsides or buried in wooden graves, left to whither without a trace, deteriorate.
Destroying bodily existence, numerous species, destroying forensic evidence, creating forensic
evidence.
The splendid decomposition...
3. Chronicles
In my years of seclusion, the escalation of a minds insanity.
Become prisoner to my imaginings.
A psychopath that society created.
Horribly abused as a child, violent impulses intensified, intoxicated through the multitude of my
crimes.
All demented and perverted, grotesque diaries document in explicit detail the chronicles of my life.
I will forever live in infamy...
I remember my first, she was 9 years of age.
Shining with innocence, I kept her teeth to remind me of her smile,
no sexual acts, just the insane thrill of killing, not to say I haven't had those urges before.
Tens of child molestations and sex slaying.
Scattered morgue photos used for masturbation, video footage of sex and torture with victims of my
lust,
soon found dead from hideous forms of execution, dead remains dumped on the outskirts of the city.
Many found headless with traces of arsenic in their stomach.
I created this, immortal in the annals of 20th century murder.
I will always be remembered, the dead will soon be forgotten...
4. Monkey Cage
Deep within secluded laboratories, minds driven insane.
Sights resemble that of macabre slaughterhouses, subjected to sickening experimentations.
Testing their thresholds of pain, deprived of muscle growth, caged, surgically deafened,
infested, shackled and vivisected, crippled from infection, suffering depression physically
exhausted.
All for pointless research.
Blood discharging from blinded eyes.
Improper autopsies on half dead specimens, waiting to soon become corpses.
Still trembling from electro shock.
Chocked by the noxious fumes in inhalation chambers, viciously burned alive, inhaling jet fuel
vapors.
Blast injuries, ruptured eardrums bleeding expulsion of gastric contents through their mouths
dehydrated,
deceased, deformed, eradicated born of filth.
Raised in misery.
Blood, feces, urine and vomit, the odors fill the air the terrified shrieks of agony,
the gagging, the retching.
Science gone insane...
5. Beyond Forensic Knowledge
Discovering the decomposed bodies, awfully mutilated genitals gruesomely removed,
replaced with dirt thievery for grotesque memories, victims of sado-sexual perversions...
Acts of genius, distorted, mastermind of the macabre art.
Obliterating most traces of forensic evidence DNA nonexistent,
bodily lividity badly bruised, abrasions from a violent struggle fractured skulls partially
defleshed,
jaws severely shattered eyes sunken in from repeated beating, savage beyond comprehension and all
that is human. Chikatilo your sickness immortal.
Lusting the innocent, defiled.
What are you thoughts as you rape the children, molest and sodomize?
To crave necrophilia, to devour pieces of your victims.
Bizarre envy, the fascination of your lunacy conquering the unreal.
Hunting the mysteries, unknown identity.
Inhuman capabilities to brutalize the young flesh.
Pleasured by the hands of insanity.
Fathoming the homicidal rages.
Maniacal sex criminal, pedophile, torture killer.
Exhuming the masticated, recover the horrid images both sexes violated, orally anally penetrated.
Human predator unidentified, eyes and tongues removed, torsos viciously stabbed, enhancing the
orgasm.
Insane fucking brutalizing creation, your mind a cavern of grave recollections...
6. Recollections
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7. Razor Slice Decor
Oh, how you remind me of the others from your breasts to your dead eyes,
dozens of stab wounds decorate, inverted crosses carved in each thigh,
entire body bloody encrusted, legs left spread to nauseate covered with
gashes, sliced lips created such a beautiful smile on her angelic face.
Wrists slashed vertically, insane bloodletting her wounds cried crimson.
Acting out fantasies, psychotic obsessing, admiring the dead flesh, severed. Intoxicating.
Apparently dead for days.
Lifeless body lies purple with bruises and lacerations, multiple bite marks, extreme physical
violent.
Naked, lying in a glistening pool of dark red.
Diabolic lust, no traces of sexual gratification, incisions resemble the previous bodies discovered.
Neck penetrated and broken, your sight aroused my perverse dementia.
Your beauty, your innocence, your violated sanctity.
Razor sliced, disgraced yet I worship your cadaverous display, pale, slashed and battered.
The overwhelming stench of sour vomit so vile.
Sharp force injuries, postmortem damage caused by rodent feeding, rigor-mortis evident.
Intense facial trauma suffered.
Adorned with gaping holes.
No longer struggling, eyes rolled in back of the head.
Another addition to my scrapbook of the mutilated...
8. Brutalized And Defiled
Describe to me in your screams the pain that intensifies.
I'll be the blood that leaks and the fear that fills your eyes.
My insanity becomes your violent reality.
Recreating the brilliant acts of those before me.
Studied their morbidity to mutilate your entire anatomy,
journey into a world of inhumanities as history repeats itself you're the object of my fixation.
You are my Black Dahlia...
everybody has the capability of murdering somebody.
At first I was sickened and horrified the exhilaration,
the petrified feeling of taking one's life.
Bludgeoning, her screams were deafening.
Bleeding uncontrollably, bleeding all over me,
desperately struggling in her moribund state, and her crippling agony.
Mother of three praying for me not to kill her but I would not hear her.
Brutalized and defiled... her body restrained and glistening.
Taste her perspiration, bitter sweet.
Her incredible strength when she came close to death.
Her faith in god and miracles came to an end.
She bit.
Drawing blood, fighting for her life, but I could not be stopped it took 15 minutes before she died,
brutalized and defiled... defiled...
9. Driven Into Hysterics
Defiled by the hands of savagery, traumatized seduced by agonized screams,
depravities, excessive bloodshed, slowly slipping insane, raging anger,
uncontrolled hatred repeatedly raped, severely beaten.
Uncountable days captive, her body weakens from starvation,
obvious physical deterioration.
Cripple with fear, shivering in horror.
Terrorized as she gazed into my eyes in a semiconscious state, seldomly passing out.
Cries amplified in silence increasing the agony, she feel into catatonia.
Molested while unconscious, oral insemination, violent intercourse, nipples bitten and removed,
her dangling body stained with blood and excretions, reeking.
Driven into hysterics.
Mentally scarred forever hallucinations, constantly reminding.
Although she survived, she will always visualize the horrid scenes.