1. Anatomy Turned Chaotic Puzzle

Human structure altered beyond abolition
A sort of psychopathoiogical overkill
Unconventional methods of brutalization
Murder design defined through defilement
Anatomy turned chaotic puzzle... mutilations mastermind of the macabre
20th centuries most deranged
Meticulously severed dismembered such a degree of
Savagery calculated extraordinary skill executed
Unparalleled precision, no evident skeletal marks of error
Just butchery beyond any words can describe vomitus variations
Flawless amputations so exceptional.. genius murder engineer hands at work
Grisly human deprecation, numerous thrusts decapitate
Transaction of internal jugular veins mortally severed
The laborious task of crime scene clean up, packaging pieces for distribution
Anatomical pollution
Erasing all evidence loss of blood unimaginable nauseating and bitter sweet
Disposal of an entire body all in a days work.

2. Ocular Haze

Never letting on, the visions that cloud my mind
Seeing dead faces, virtual glimpses of horror
Blood that boils internal, a misunderstood rage
Over and over this haze of red blinds, tries to overcome
Horrid images of me inflicting damage to unsuspecting flesh
Looking at a loved one can trigger this emotional release
This false ocular projection is the precursor to my destiny
Acting out in my mind, I see the fury in slow motion
Urges that drive and dig deep – why am I thinking this way?
I am an imposter, lying in wait
The consumption of normalcy shall be my rebirth
This thing that hides just under the skin
(Is this real?)
Split second actions throw me into a frenzy
Blunt object bludgeons as I shower in the spray
Swift smashing obliterates all hopes of identification
Fleshy pulp and bone mixed with hair, destroyed features litter the floor
My fantasy is unfolding before me
Will I be notorious or will I be the most prolific?
The embodiment of all that is wrong in this World
Macabre recollections of my glorious deed
Feeling faint and enthralled with each recreation
Horrid images of me inflicting pain
Over and over this haze blinds me
Seeing their dead faces, questioning if they are alive
Glimpses of death, the horror of my psyche
My distortions are reenactments of reality
I am a product of my own doing
Have 1 ever killed?
Where are the bodies?
All this carnage exists in my mind

3. Blueprint

Homicides design exsanguinated
My knife your blood type
The future crime site
In your sleep
In your dreams the faint screams become your gore scene
The violent rush
The murderous lust as you awake into a nightmare
Beyond your worst imagination
The least expected the most invasive kill
Anticipation aroused by premeditation, the thrill
Spatter patterns inexplicable
Complex in murderous detail
The minds depravity engineered
Psychoticaljy executed methodically planned
Stabbing and slashing life ends in my hands
Terrorized screams intensify drip trails, smear flows clashing chaotic
A savagery escalated angles of impact overwhelming
All that's sacred crushed
Enslaved as you witnessed your loved ones captive and forced to watch them tortured
Soon they gave up their struggle, riddled with stab wounds
Now just keep fucking watching
Now it's your turn, viciously slit your throat, I giggle as you gurgle, gratified in blood spatter

4. Mourning Euphoria

Driven by the dead for days
Ensconced, Picturesque, Grotesque
In Their Final Place, Displaced, Erased
From Their lives once known
Only to be gorgotten with time
Horrible dreams
Of dismembering and digging graves
Memories I'd hope
Would deaden with time
The urges subside
But the memories replay
On a subconscious loop
Achieving euphoria
Pathetic animalistic acts
Expression of the highest pedestal
Grief stricken, Edged to murder
Defleshed for reconstruction
Erasing all realities
Applying my imaginings
Appalled by seen
Dead yet to be
Reconfigured body parts
Benefiting my sick art
All because I lost her
I kill only to mourn
Through them I regain the pain
Addicted to the loss of her
Discarding stability, brought to insanity
Never regain normalcy
They will cease to be
Never regain normalcy
Malaise, driven by the dead for days
Displayed in putrescent maze
Driven by the dead for days
Through them I regain the pain
Euphoria

5. Chloroform Induced Trance

Awakened, disoriented, muffled screams
Marinade in ball gag vomit in the grips of hysteria
Blurred vision, burning eyes
Transient loss of consciousness
Agonized, insane, paranoia, catatonic
Chloroform, intense, nauseating, panic stricken
Chloroform inhalation
Chloroform induced trance
Her body rhythmically trembling
Chloroform induced trance
Beautifully dancing, convulsing
Chloroform induced trance
Succumb, imprisoned in a systematic prolonged torture
Slave to my depraved acts of a deranged mind
Unaware you've been playing a part
Of a grand design since that day
I attacked you from behind
The violent struggle, less than a minute
Breathing the soaked cloth
Gasping for air, inevitably
Syncope, I felt you slip away
Slip into unconsciousness
Eyes rolled back, in the head, stimulation as her body became limp
Hysteria, coma, trance
Screwdrivers act as implements to deafen
Stabbed, overwhelmed, intensified, pain
Awakened chained and captive
Whimpering moans of agony
Yet the deafening silence of the horrified
Cripples the mind
Excrement and the dead putrescent stench
Follow you in the afterlife
Today is the first day of your last days breathing
You died before you became immortal.

6. Nocuous Compulsions

Landmark of the unspeakable
A place shrouded in conspiracy
Characteristics befitting an asylum
Unbeknownst to the outside World
Experimental torture, innocence punished
Robbing the children of their youth
Indoctrinate the weak, swear them to silence
No one can know what happens here
Entrusted to educate not to subjugate
Abuse, torment, ridicule
Screams are never heard, silent echoes curse these hails
Acts of pedophilia stain the walls
The staff aids in cover up, there can be no traces
It's like they never existed
Empty chairs, no questions
Families survive to suffer the loss
Strapped down, eyes clamped open, tears streaming
Body rigid from stress, wince as the implements gouge
Adrenaline courses through veins, endorphins mask the pain
Lavish them in anguish, stabbed by those you trust
Mass graves, bodies disregarded, buried with no markers
Remains go undiscovered for decades
Vanishing evidence erodes in the soil
Nurture these sadistic rites, passing of the torch
Continuous violations encompass
Antiquated ways are dying out, much like the old regime
New blood has more atrocities to share
A never ending circle of violence ensues
Evolving techniques, longer survival rates
Butchering for generations.

7. Deviant

It started as a voyeuristic obsession
A deviant manifestation of sexuality
The spectacle provokes and fuels my sured arousal
A certain level of excitement that led to your demise
A psychopathic predator, 1 killed you with my eyes
Seduced, fed, then fucked
A servant to the deed
Sexual piles of sordid pulp
A lymphatic victimology
The froth of fear from the gruesome facts
I kill and collect organ trophies
The brutalized bodies we're perversions of the human form
Hair matted in bloody strands
Crushed bone vulgarly exposed
Visible in jagged fragments
The face is virtually gone slashed and stabbed so violently straight down into the bone
Slab of flesh right off her chest
I reached in for your soul
Mystery endures the uncertainty that surrounds my crimes
A degree of grim humanity.

8. Jugular Gurgle

Inflicting pain and terrorizing Society
Capturing the worlds attention
A puppet of my twisted imagination
A fiend of mass casualties
Committing several acts of perversion
A ghoul among the living
An amplitude of grim humanity
Maternal crimes of passion
Choked, beaten, and slashed about the face
Her wounds were so deep, practically decapitated
Foaming at the mouth, gurgling from the neck
Blood pulp seeping from the throat
Life draining into an uncertain death
Unwilling to die
Gasping, pleading, begging, painfully terrified skin drenched in blood
Slowly trying to craw! Away
Hatefully wrapping his hand around her delicate neck
Squeezing
Destroying the body with such pathetic ease
Sobbing sound, muffed cry, open wounds riddle her face
Intimate killings, intimate killings
Growing bolder and more frenzied in his surgical removal
Entirely disemboweled and missing organs
Are no where to be found
However her eyes remained intact.

9. Altruistic Masochism

Lacerations from self infliction, scars that are hidden
It's like my flesh implores me to cut into it
This addiction is only controlled by prescribed comfort
Compulsions suppressed by psychoactive agents
Incessant waves of thought repeat
My refusal to alter my consciousness throws me back into the cutting
An odd form of masochism, gratification through incisions
The blade's introduction to my tissue, intoxicating
So familiar, a forgotten ecstasy but still I long for more
My behavior shifts, more focused and determined
Can I achieve the ultimate satisfaction?
Donating a piece of me
Crude offerings compel, invigorating my libido
Small portions do not maintain my sickness
Tendons, skin and veins are just samples
Innards, kidney and liver slices
Self surgery, leaving pieces anonymously
Contradiction to this plight, benefiting my selfish lust
Contemplate on what I can survive without
Prolonging life in others, terminate mine prematurely
Premeditated, now I am ended
My legacy lives in others that I have saved
Will my perversions be forced on them
Memory transference of my sickness
Recipients resurrect my torture
Transcending this form.