1. Bleeding

Did I awake the spirits, am I reason why they cry?
There I stood walking through my thoughts
Sowing seeds for my fields of sadness
Now as the sadness walks in me
The spirits paint their pictures

I never thought I'd fall, that passion takes my sight
You ruled my every move, you were my leading light

Bleeding, blood from my soul
Bleeding, I bleed for you

A growing distance between us, tears which killed my sleep
There I stood fighting against my thoughts
Trying not to paint the future black

Dream myself strong, to stand again
Feeding my emotions forever let them reign

2. Forever

Got a new disease, all values increase, heaven will bleed, for this your greed
Nowhere to run, nothing to hide, enemy the sun, progress your bride?
Down on knees you feed the confusion, your perfect mankind its just an illusion
So smash the mirror that shows wrong welfare unbound the deformed slaves that want there
Erase the currancy that led you there, kill the emotions that you won't share
Forever dreams will vanish, there where thoughts are dying, a cursed future believving in a digital
master
You are so pure, while life is so bright, the enemy is you to kill the light of your inner strange
Erase the currancy that led you there, kill the emotions that you won't share
Forever, your hopes will vanish, there where joy is dying, a cursed mankind that believes in a
digital master
Face of all your fears...encourage yourself to find the real light, find love!?

3. The Grandeur...Of Our Sweet Mental Disease

Whatever you do take care
I'll be watching you crawl, be the one to blame for your fall
Can't fake one step, you'll be haunted forevermore

Enjoy the silence, don't try to beg for mercy
I smell your fear, this drives me to extremes

Abused, denied, because I was always different from yours

Just a projection, the dark side of myself
Swallow my fate, bleed my blood, suffer for me

This is the grandeur of our sweet mental desease
This is what they made me do, it's not me

4. My Fakelove

You were the one worth dying for, spending nights of passion with you whore
You said "I want to share my life with you" those words untrue
Embraced me when autumn leafes well but this conclealed in a lifetime in hell
Your love was nothing but disguise your hypocrite acy is what I despise
I've seen your real face now, I know who you are, the flames in my eyes they went away
The trust you've taken away from me, left a bleeding scar, only hate, despair and scorn will stay
I never wanted to loose control but hatred is burning my soul
I'm intact again I've lost my pain, revenge in my brain
I'm ready to destroy your life nothing will help you now, this bullet is for you
You killed my dreams, you killed my heart...my life

5. C.U.N.T.

Act like god and drown in your own pride, it is your fault
Reflect no feelings always stay that cold so you are dead

I always thought it's forever, when you came crawling back
Hypocrite fake, this is what you are

I hope that this one ends, when emotions fade
The discouraged pray, when all turns to grey

Resist the love that gives you warmth and eats your guts
Reflect my hate, you are the whore that won't fit, so you are dead

6. Dead Heart Goddess

For you and only you my life aglew, I leave this place for a better one without you
A shattered love, broken glass bedews my veins, freezing, confused...down for a lifetime
An odious self, not able to dwell in the light, still not ready for the last crime
Discouraged pieces of black, lead me as my senses reach the ground
You were my light, every ray one reason to live
Your love is dead, killed by the ones who stole the light, the fake one has taken your sight
One last time to touch your skin, while your hair covers your pale face
One last time to let our souls burn, let out flame dry the lake of sorrow
If you only knew what you've done to meat all you wouldn't be able to stand while I fall

7. When Suns Collide

Electric bleed, your sarcastic seed, stop this, stop your binary act
My blood runs cold, as your feelings are just nulls
I won't forget this frown, your "turn away and go", I swear you'll regret your tease. Me on my knees
Watch the last sundown, again let our souls drown, I fear this sight and escape, cause you were my
sun
...and I hope that you follow me
Emotional need, my greed, your love was what gave me strength
You stand while I fall, there where every smile hurts
Now here to watch a new sun coming down to hurt me, each time it feels like when my sun comes down

8. ...For God?

Sanity's gone, nowhere to run, you drowned your mind in selfishness
You pray for god, but he can't come, you lust to dance with those flames
Sold your conscious for profits sake you just swallowed the snake
Blind you walked the sinful path, for whom do you pray?
...for god?

Remaining are some human creatures which vomit and falter prayers
The earth will set free itself like the trees from the leafs

So weak, so sick, too blind to see that failures frown is watching you
You slayed the earth, ignored the rules
Eternity will survive, so face the truth...dead

This souldead mass on which I stare is damned the wounds of earth to slit
The bloodred sun will never again shine on you
I did escape into my own world. I lay on my smooth cloud with a gun
All life ends, end so does yours, you will never see the final day

9. Discourage

It still feels like embracing the emptiness
Wasting emotions in a moment that is eternity
When time stands still, you speed up the sand
But when you drown you deny my helping hands
Sometimes you curse the rules of our game

Sometimes you kill your emotions for shame

This time it hurts
Thank you for killing me again
Teasing means discourage
So kill me again

When I drown in my sorrow again
You ship away those sails of pain
It is just a complicated game
There my fires burn so bright
Your heartless act it takes my sight
Make this an end!!!

I can't stand to dwell alone
But when you are here I wish you were gone
I don't know where to run
I don't know false from true
When even time dares not to betray
How can you?