1. Godforsaken

Sick perverted deities
Vain and irate
Spitting on pride
Kings of decay

Mandatory self-denial
Wallow in filth
Like cattle, like pigs
Bow to excrement

Crawl at their feet
To their amusement, sick with disease
Their shining golden masks
Conceal the putrid faces

Disgusting choirs
Swarms of flies darken the bleeding sky
For they herald the arrival of Heaven
Unclimbable monolithic towers
Effigies of desolation

The slaughter keeps going on
Until all your pride is taken
I am proud to be
Godforsaken

2. Beneath Sardonic Skies

Swarm of ravens
Beneath sardonic skies
Carry the tunes
Of the jaded flute

Pale is his face
Lifeless his eyes
Slow are his steps
Marching through town

Deafening silence
Pierced by the call of his song
Women weep in tears
Men fall to their knees

Sweep through the air
Ring through the ears of the crowd
Sombre man in rags

They dance in the streets
To the rhythm of sorrow
And the only sound
Is the whispering of their tears

In silence they follow
Craving for death
They die in delight
Beneath sardonic skies

3. Dead Inside

Dead inside
My decomposing mind
Where nothing lives or thrives
Internal absence of life

Why did you hurt me
And why did you hurt me again
Why is it still there
And why is it burning within

Dead inside
My emotions petrified
Where Spes and Amor die
And passion's sterilized

Awaiting the blow
The burst of a trigger inside
But the sound is just hollow
Because the embers have died

When lungs are breathing
And tongues are speaking
When hearts are beating
And blood is leaking
That doesn't mean a thing

Dead inside
My emotions petrified
Where Spes and Amor die
And passion's sterilized

Dead inside
My decomposing mind
Where nothing lives or thrives
Internal absence of life

4. Pazuzu

Pazuzu – Lord of all fevers and plague
Bursting thru – our intestines and souls
Our doom – by plague and hatred you?re spawned
From Anu – almighty demon lord
Gaping jaws – behind your festering breath
Howl in pain – four-winged dark angel ascend
Pestilence – master lord of disease
Bringer of suffering

Blackest son – your pain eternal
Graceless one – enriched with anger and hate
Foul king – demon god of the sick
Lurk in darkness!!!

5. Dolor Nil Finis

Versa est in luctum
Cithara mea
Et organum
In vocem flentium

Parce mihi Domine
Nihil enim
Sunt dies mei

6. Black Wish

Oh how I long
For your happiness to end
The scale to take a turn
Your lights to fade away

With bloodshot eyes behold
The crawling of your senses
You shall be crushed

Crushed!!!

All that you love
Shall turn into ashes
All that you care for
Reduced to nothingness
All that is precious
Devoured by emptiness
All your colours
Shall turn black

All your melodies shall lose their tunes
And your laughter shall be mute

Your ever fleeting river of life
Shall become a stream of misery
Endlessly downwards
Raging, but silent

Silent my smile
Warm are my eyes
Waiting in patience
For the seal of my fury to break

7. Thy Flesh Consumed

Screams from the depths beyond
Chants of grief in sickening tunes
Life – an obscenity
A joke perverse, a twisted lie

Blood pours from my wrist
For it shall wet the dried-out ground
Hell, thy mouth devour me
Consume my flesh, erase my soul

Storms of suicidal vibes
The urge to end this suffering
Yet we will not find peace
In our sleep, our endless night

Dormant spirits arise from their sleep
Haunting, hunting
Never leave me be

Resurrected nightmares tear at me
Tristis est anima mea

8. Funeral

Lower her down
Into the cold embrace of the earth
Chilling wind
Tender and cold like herself
Weeping grass
The spade in my hand

My Cold tears
Could not melt the ice
The frozen shape
Around her soul

Her ebon casket
The white silk inside
Close the lid and forget
Upon the silent hill

My Words go down with you
Only flesh remains

Nothing reminds of her
No sign, no mark
Frozen earth
Covering her
And yet I feel
Her kiss is still inside me

9. Kennel Of Estrangement

You never see what I am seeing
You never felt like I am feeling
You'll never bleed like I am bleeding
Because of that distance

Torn apart
Behind glass
Torn apart

No matter where you touch me
No matter what you teach me
Because our point of melting
Is forever out of reach
Because of that distance

Torn apart
Behind glass
Torn apart

You never see what I am seeing
You never felt like I am feeling
You'll never bleed like I am bleeding
Because of that distance
That distance between us

Torn apart
Behind glass

Torn apart

10. Convert To Nihilsm

There is no love
It's just an illusion
There is no hope
It's just a fake
There is no light
It's just a blink
There is no life
We find just death

There is no gain
It's just for loss
There is no truth
It's just a lie
There is no god
He's just our pain
There is no end
We never stop

There is nothing good
There is nothing evil
There's nothing of worth
There's nothing but decay

11. Nostrae Mortis Signaculum

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12. Pazuzu (Live)

Pazuzu – Lord of all fevers and plague
Bursting thru – our intestines and souls
Our doom – by plague and hatred you?re spawned
From Anu – almighty demon lord
Gaping jaws – behind your festering breath
Howl in pain – four-winged dark angel ascend
Pestilence – master lord of disease
Bringer of suffering

Blackest son – your pain eternal
Graceless one – enriched with anger and hate
Foul king – demon god of the sick
Lurk in darkness!!!

13. Convert To Nihilism (Live)

There is no love
It's just an illusion
There is no hope
It's just a fake
There is no light
It's just a blink
There is no life
We find just death

There is no gain
It's just for loss
There is no truth
It's just a lie
There is no god
He's just our pain
There is no end
We never stop

There is nothing good
There is nothing evil
There's nothing of worth
There's nothing but decay

14. The Halls Of Sorrow (Demo)

Nailed to the walls
The limbs torn from torsos
With eyes turned to the ceiling
The bloody mouth agape

Vast monumental space
Monolithic pillars paved with skulls
Eerie cold and the stench of death
From the walls of blackened stone

Behold
The banners of pestilence
Behold
The charnel throne, desolate
Behold
The beauty of vileness
Unfold
Within these silent walls

Crippled and withered shades
Of a decrepit beauty
Sway solemnly
Over the tapestry of rotting corpses

Climb the stairs
Kneel to the throne
Breathe (breathe) the death-filled air
And become one
With the abomination

This is where suffering is born

15. Suffering Is A Virtue (Demo)

Trapped in a grave
Flatlined I dwell
Where there is no light.
Trapped in a hell
That shall be called "life"

Buried in the box in my chest
To burn eternally
A passion silent, painful.

The person I shall become maybe one day
Waiting eternally for release, for relief
Waiting eternally for things to change
Waiting eternally for the world to end

Waiting eternally
Waiting for ages
Waiting eternally
For the pale face
Waiting eternally
Waiting for ages
Waiting eternally
to become alive

Wonders need time
But a human life is nothing.
Nothing of worth, or to create
That remains but pain

A world that has nothing to offer
But eternal darkness
Willingly I accept the gift
Of endless suffering

16. Caressing The Dead (Rehearsal)

I touch her white skin
Whiter than milk
Softer than the silk
In which she?s lying in
Her scent is strong but sweet
Her fingertips so cold
I touch her sleeping head
I?m caressing the dead

The darkened light of candles
Is shining through the chamber
Although so ever silent
My heart does feel like ember
Peaceful they sleep Inside a breathless sphere
Although I know it?s mad
I?m caressing the dead

I?m dwelling in the crypts
I rest between the coffins
I?m hiding from the living Inside my underworld
Hate their world of lies and terror
Mistreatings, hate and jealousy
Now I live in silence
The dead my only friends

Necromantic, I fondle her fingers
Eyes so endless, staring at me
Never feel my sorrow
Never feel my pain
Never feel the torture
Don?t feel anything again

Among the perished I seek health
Eternal peace
Behind the blackened slumber...