1. Inside The Violence

Once forever
in without
Flow the magma
from the sun

Solitaire I am within
I'm forever only
but I want to fade away
Never could I be as lonely
...and everlasting

Beautiful be all that I see, I smile to the rain
Beautiful black, mourning free
I hurt again
I shed my tears only for me

I know I am really nothing
I know my true pain
The gleaming needle is
my only true gain
...forever laughing

and I cry magma die

2. Mother Cocoon

Nestled up inside
chrysalis is warm
Feeding in my hive, soon I will be gone

But, years have gone by
and the walls are still to strong
Embraced in claustrophobic care

Safe, and with my belly full
I face each day with glee
cause this will be the day when she might set me free

And when the walls still won't give in
I slowly start to dread
that for another night or two
cocoon must be my bed

Squirming worms inside
Chrysalis is worn
old man in his hive, permanent unborn

The walls are cracked, the egg is hacked
but now I am to weak
I can't get out through paper walls

Safe, and with my belly full
each day I twist and bend
cause this will be the day when everything will end

3. Pictureframe

In my garden, among the trees
runs a river, ten foot deep
in it lies a hundred tears
In my garden, among the trees

In my dreams, among the ruins
of past and present fears and lies.
I dance on air, among the trees
In my dreams, among the ruins

Swallow all my well meant faults
let me from the darkness vault
I am fading, paint me back
resembling shadow black

As the cold veil of white erases every trace
the raptured remnants of summer leaves
Gone without a single word or phrase
are all the colored autumn leaves

In my ashes dwells no soul
it has flown to behold
Father, son, young and old
In my ashes dwells no soul

In forever I am tall
flowers breathe, large and small
feed on water, feed on all
In forever I am tall

Pride yourself to have me known
I am in the picture shown
Resembling shadow tall
not fading, I am all

4. Hurt Me!

Your liquid eyes
where reason dies
are pulling me
into the sea

Your passion for
what you adore
will be my guide
to suicide

When you clench your fist
consumed by the mist
When you're stuck in the haze
and bring sorrow to my gaze
you own me

Why can't you just be
Angel put your arms around me
Why can't you see
your hurting me

Your need to own
what you can only loan
will cause me to
give myself to you

Why can't you just be
Angel put your arms around me
Why can't you see
you're hurting me

I can't deal with being free
just hurt me