1. In Reverse

This is the life i got to live
This is the time that I can give
The efforts that I make
Are just so that you won't escape

Feels like I'm falling
Like this would never ever change
I just keep stumbling
I am the fool in your charade

Sleep is an overrated thing
Something to do when I know I win
Let me know when its time to go
I have a lot of things to show

2. In My Head

I'm so brilliant
I'm a joke
My tongue is golden
I'm about to choke
And I'm holy
I'm a wreck
My voice is velvet
I have a rope around my neck

I'm so tired of this world in my head
I am the man that lost
So tired, so tired of myself
Am I the man that lost?

I'm a king
I'm a kick to the curb
I see things clear
My world is disturbed
And I'm a mountain
Yeah I'm a pile
I long for tomorrow
Haven't seen it in a while

3. For You

I turn my back on you
And as I try to, I hurt for you
I keep degrading you
And it's a feeling of healing

You are on your knees
I feel so pleased

How should I reply?
When all you say is why

I open up for you
And as I try to, I picture you
I keep degrading me
And it's a feeling of healing

4. Just The Same

I'm lost and confused
I'm stuck in your favourite parade
I'm choking, I feel strangled
I cant get a feeling
Is this a game?
I'm begging
But you wont please me
How come I bleed for this illusion
I've been falling for so long now
Will I ever see that this isnt real?

Then it all comes into the frame
The struggle– It just isnt worth it
We think we are the originality
We overdo it and become just the same

Im waiting for a break
So for it seemed to be out of reach

But today I'm god-like
Stay away cause its my time to play
The revenge– feel my wrath
Stay away because I'm back
I'll join the elite

5. Carnival Diaries

What would you sacrifice for reality?
Is it important what we used to be?

Looks like I got here first
Offer a king and I'll invite you in
Spend carnival money
Because tomorrow wont be as sunny

Praise you
I cant change you
When I try to

Above it all
We end up somewhere
If we're equal
We could go far
Dim the lights
We're everything
The day we try to bend it
(We fall) like any other star

Would you save this moment for another day?
If youre told maybe and thats all the say

Cross the waters to the silent
Focus on love
A golden dove
Wake up (to) a new day
Lets climb to the top

6. Circus

Sick of begging
Sick of trying to please
Sick of the struggle
Sick of your fake id

If I ever feel your scent again
Youre one fist to close

If I ever see your shadow again
Youre going down the hard way
They call me the comedy clown
They feed me waste in the gutter
They call me teh comedy clown
I am waste in the gutter

If I ever see you again
I'll be close to my grave
If I ever lie to you again
I'll be dirt

7. Rain

We got to give them someting
It is time to crawl
You go to lend us the moment
And you'll have a rewind for life

Who do we blame?
For this rain
Is this just another breakdown?
Who do we blame?
For this rain
Why dont we stop and just let go?

We got to take away something
It is time to fall
You go to lend us the moment
You're in a rewind for life

8. Circles

Pacing around in circles
Talking to himself
He could see the beauty there
Talking to another one

She came to see our city
She came in the dead of the night
I tried to introduce him
But she got scared and ran away

They came, thousands from far away
They came a sunny day
I tried to introduce him
Now I'm talking to myself
I tried to introduce him
Now I am the one talking to myself

9. I Die Slowly

The tower Ive been
A brick I am
A statue so grand
I feed your sun
But I never thought
That I would be burned like this

Your rays of evil licking my skin
So hear my prayer now
Teach me to win
Or I'll be gone

Blinded by false innocence
Steal my wings
And I die slowly
Cracked smile, deceivable eyes
I'm burned by the wind
And I die slowly

These days I'm dirt
Bring the rain
Because I am the desert
I feed your sun but I never thought
I'll be burned like this

10. Used

Your world always seemed so far away
My words are bouncing against your shield
They say time will heal all wounds
But I can't bleed forever

I want to live
I want to breathe
I want to live forever

Please spare us your self-pity
It's tedious enough
The stack of empathy
Has long ago run out

I hold no regrets of what has been done
I don't need the memories of a haunted man
It sickens me to feel this way
But I can't bleed forever
I want to live
I want to breathe
I want to live forever

11. Eyes Of My Mind

Cut through the silence
I'm shaking
I'm ready but I'm still waiting
Everything is coming back around
I'm praying
I'm lying
Like I've never done anything else

Emptiness is all I find
When I.....
See through the eyes of my mind

I can't tell you anything
About the early hours
I'm sober now
Don't ask me how
Used to have endless day