1. The Faint

Now you're cowering once more
In corrosive waste
And hesitate like paralysed
To run and to escape

Quietly endure
All this pain
Which quietly creeps
Through your veins

Quietlywear
All these chains
Don't fight the jail
Tooth and nail

Awaiting my upcoming faint
I stumble through the rain
In a godlike complacent grin
Is collapsing my dear feint

2. Counterfeit

Which day have I missed in sleep?
Since when did you lose your true
devotion?

I guess it's just the same
Kind – you are mentally disordered
Again

Emotionally disturbed
You're running out
Of glory – and return to soil

Deep in your eyes
Deep in your real emotions
You drowning your lies
In magic potions

Deep in your eyes
Deep in your real emotions
You drowning your lies
In dreary oceans

And clumsy as you are
You've never seen your own distortion

And carry on with hurting
Your inner nerd
Till everything in you is getting calm

Deep in your eyes
Deep in your real emotions
You drowning your lies
In magic potions

Deep in your eyes
Deep in your real emotions
You drowning your lies
In dreary oceans

3. Apathy

discovered you're at all just hypocrites
there's nothing left to learn
there's nothing left to yearn

ever just the very same refuse
there's nothing left to hurt
there's nothing left to turn

behind my eyes i'm nearly blind

so call me an unnecessary fault
in your brave new world
bereaved of faith

what (are) you waiting for
you stare me down
with your frowns
who starts the final round?
what if you lied
when every scar's vainly drawn
until the dolls remain...

so call me
beneath yourselves and misplaced
in your brave new world
bereaved of faith

4. Above And Within

Well I'd never
Well I'd never doubt I'm all alone
Was ever
The one with lack of hope

Well I'd never
Well I'd never disbelieved
In never ever
In never finding the one

When I've ever
Thought my mind twin strolls among
I'd better
Cared for myself

Above the soil of thousand flames
Ten thousand miles with broken wings
Within million roses
The carefully chosen
The only one
Incarnation

5. Downfaller

When I roam
My delusion fades
And turns bright

All along
Led by my own
Dear denied delight

Now I knee on this broken road
To redemption

And I plead to an unknown god
For enlightenment

In the calm of the storm I found
A reason
To resign

Will I become then an unsold man
And risen
Above

Now I knee on this broken road
To redemption

And I plead to an unknown god
For enlightenment

I arrived at last

And when the world is broken down
Under legions roaring

I deserve to get calm
And downfallen

6. Their Bleakest Sun

Where to has it driven
Me when I begun to
Share all my wisdom
With another throne of frozen scorn

Why I've never tried to forgive / forget

Who is the one
Who wants to turn out
This gleam, all the bright light
When really all is said and done

And where I've begun
To chase the nowhere

And where I've begun
Like those who're closer

To their bleakest sun

7. Athanasia

you followed me
with reckless gnosis
such a free kingdom of haughtiness
(you've) owed me trust
and owed me just lies
such an endless flight
lasting broken
and never dying

discover me
in a splendid glory
where parrots pray
a final rosary
blue bleeding blasts in purple skies
with an antic of lies
such an odious paradise
.....paradise...paradise

i am your overdose end
and you want to fly
so discover me
and you'll find a place
where you never die

i am your overdose end
and you want to die
so discover me
and you'll find a place
where you can fly

8. And This Is What We Left Behind

Where we crossed the land
And built around a world
And laid were all married
with our wounds

Leant on
Wrote the measures
On the walls unfading
But cursed

And this is what we left behind

While we coursed the row – we
Left heritage among
Millions
of dear faults
Just to run steady on the walls

The same reward
A single fraud
The same old pleasures
That we cursed

Sing with us
Of every fault
The same old chorus
What we cursed

In this world

9. Killing Essay

You call me the waste of your life
A tiny spot and
I call it the spice that you've called to hot

I call it demand of daylight
A piece of real life
But you call it "trust" in dirty hotels

And what i desired my whole life
All I believed in
But I found the truth in the minutes i got

And all i adore
All I would die for
You just take it as a matter of course

Kill and raze me
All of your swearing
Just another
Killing essay

Kill and raze me
Only to give me
Your talion try
For what I've begun

So call me the waste of your life
I call it fate and
careless and brave i follow behind

10. The Antagonist

Hate
Is leading my counterpart
Sick and nervous
Can't beat the other

Greed
Is telling the obvious
Teased and bothered
Can't reach further

Dread
is growing in hour cycles
Bad, mischievous
Effete of grievous

Void
Is leaving me shivering
Bare, uncovered
Until I smother – Somewhen

Grief
Will guide me to tearyland
Lone and solus
Despise another one's

Gleam
And follow the other road
Down to father's
Quietly sorrows – Somewhen

And when the angels disarmed me
I searched for the yearning
to sleep for a while

and when the anguish
was growing
I served my demise

Finally
Suffered enough

11. Euphoria

Flying sparks
We treasured
In jars

Flowing words
Of measures Surrounded

Flying sparks
Glowing splendid
Beyond
My abandonment

And I close,
In surrender
To yon
My countenance

Ready now – to pass
The threshold
To another realm

Will you all
Endeavour
Someday find your shore?

Will you grant?
Grant me entrance
Clement
When I finally plead

Flying sparks
Glowing splendid
Enlighten
My journey path

Flying sparks
Enlighten
Flying sparks
Flying sparks
and underneath

And underneath
A solemn pleasure
Home at last
Clearness, grace
No return
Glorius
Gratefulness
No return
Marvellous
Beauty place
No return
Purity
Verity
No return