1. Funeral Intro

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2. Where Waters Fall Frozen

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3. May Today Become The Day

Rain drums the lifeless ground
Drops as cold as ice
The dawn's breaking, the trench a-shaking...
Their fire hits us all around
And the siren cries
"Forward! Forward!" – We go into attack!

May today become the day...
As I plunge into the gray
Lead is flying, all the signs are there
They all think that I am brave
The strongest link of our chain
But really I've gotta say that ain't how it's like

Closing in, not slowing down
Iron, fire, blood
Our line's breaking and death a-taking...
Our men from all around
Into the pools of mud
Forward, forward... There is no turning back!

May today become the day...
As I plunge into the gray
Lead is flying, all the signs are there
They all think that I am brave
The strongest link of our chain
But really I've gotta say that ain't not how it's like

The fall back –calling as our soldiers keep falling
No, forward, forward! I am not turning back!

May today become the day...
As I plunge into the gray
Lead is flying, all the signs are there
They all think that I am brave
The strongest link of our chain
But really I.. just want a bullet between my eyes
Aim high.

4. Neverlasting

Carpe diem...
Seize the day before your life fades away
Reach for the skies – for the distant sun
And keep on hiding from the gun

No! You need to sell your soul
for it?s great to lose control
Can?t you feel that growing desire
To go down with the blazing fire

You need to burn and reach the point of no return

– Waste no time dreaming in vain!
You and I aren?t built to last
– Go astray – the only way!
You and I will make it fast
– Burn the candle at both ends!
Let?s take a ride before we fall
– Leave no room for happy endings!
And make it right for once and for all

Something?s twisted in your head
for you live as you were dead
So therefore you must play with the gun
and be sure to have your fun

Take my hand and I?ll lead you astray
for it?s the only way
Let?s give in to the growing desire
and go down with the blazing fire

We need to burn and reach the point of no return

– Waste no time dreaming in vain!
You and I aren?t built to last
– Go astray – the only way!
You and I will make it fast
– Burn the candle at both ends!
Let?s take a ride before we fall
– Leave no room for happy endings!
And make it right for once and for all

5. Bleed

Burnt all the bridges I have passed
No looking back to the life I once had
-The hate for myself is all that's left now

"As blood runs down my arms
I feel peace in my heart..."

On my skin the razor blade is shining bright
The veins show clearly through, my blood is running wild

This wrath that runs inside my veins
This hate that burns inside the ruins of my heart
I've got to let it out
I can't control it anymore

"As blood runs down my heart
I feel peace in my heart..."

On my skin the razor blade is shining bright
The veins show clearly through, my blood is running wild
The deep red flowing within, longing to be free
A little pressure's all it takes to make me bleed...to death

6. The Rain Comes Falling Down

now every single cloud becomes a raging storm
as I go seeking for the one I used to live for'
since your love was taken away
my heart's been beating empty beats
well, it will end tonight'
-the blade shall set me free
a steady hand with this sharpened cold steel
will help me wipe away this pain that I feel
the rain comes falling down
my life flows to the ground
no longer feeling the pain
my flame now fading away
the rain comes falling down
my life flows to the ground
no longer feeling the pain
my flame now fading away
so here I'm lying on these dead and bloody autumn leaves
waiting for death to take me where I want to be'
a steady hand with this sharpened hard steel
will help me wipe away this agony I feel
the rain comes falling down
my life flows to the ground
no longer feeling the pain
my flame now fading away
the rain comes falling down
my life flows to the ground
no longer feeling the pain
these leaves now becoming my grave
no longer feeling the flame
no longer feeling the rain

7. Ever-Frost

The accusations and the blame
True or false, they seem the same
Filthy fingers, rising rose
And out of shit a flower grows
I'm amazed how damn low
People can go only by being themselves

Those with hearts of Ever-frost
Always know we never lost
Flames rose high...
Not enough to melt the ice
Tiny minds and virtuous whores
Bunch of morons with a cause
"Jesus saves?" – We will piss upon your graves

Three wise men came to the north
On they donkeys they rode forth
Whining I'd committed sins
Moaning I'm to everything
Still amazed how our whole trio on link
Can have only two brain cells

Those with hearts of Ever-frost
Always knowing ever lost
Acid rain, urine on your flames
Urine on your flames

Those with hearts of Ever-frost
Always know we never lost
Flames rose high...
Not enough to melt the ice
Tiny minds and virtuous whores
Bunch of morons with a cause
"Jesus saves?" – We will piss upon your graves

Placid rain, urine on your graves

8. Sun Won't Shine

The candles have been blown out by the wind
don't be scared, my love, I'm right by your side
I still remember the times I walked alone...dead
until you woke me up and made me come alive

With her love she feeds the fire in my heart
And in her eyes, oh the birth of stars

The sun won't shine on me without your love
...don't you know
The cold wind kills the flame in my heart
...by its blow

She gave me everything I had craved
through the years of pain
the years of pain

With her love she feeds the fire in my heart
Oh she's my only light
In the dark

The sun won't shine on me without your love
...don't you know
The cold wind kills the flame in my heart
...by its blow

Dead Calm all around

9. Dead Moon Rising

The darkness comes out of her shell
Yet another cold night in Hell with all the pain
The dying light is losing its glow
And my last glimmer of hope now fades away

It is starting to rain again
I'm coming closer to my end with every breath
The creepy shadows are growing pale
And the rising glow brings along the sense of death

I can feel Her presence now

Dead Moon Rising
Bleeding red light over the sea
– I hope this time She came for me
– I hope this time She sets me free

My wounds are open wide
The freezing wind blows right inside and feels like ice
The eerie glow fires up the sky
And She takes away my sight with Her shine

I can feel Her all around

Dead Moon Rising
Bleeding dead light over the sea
– I hope this time She came for me
– I hope this time She sets me free

Dead Moon Rising
Bleeding dead light over the sea
– I hope this time She came for me
– I hope this time She sets me free

10. Despair-Ridden Hearts

All bridges... on fire!
As onward and onward we ride
The smoke rises higher, higher...
Up the ever-darkening sky
So quickly everything swirled; descent of the world
Now it's all a chaotic ruin

Burning eerie, sapphire
The foretoken of closing doom
Glowing dreadful and dire, dire...
Is the ever-haunting moon
So sickly everything twirled; the end of the world
Now it's all a chaotic ruin

We came so far
So deeply wounded and so scarred our despair-ridden hearts
Frail as we are
Firmly united we will stand 'til the world falls apart

11. The Suicider / Excuse Me While I Kill Myself

"I am the light that shall lead you to darkness"
Well, here I am, I'm back again
From the Deadlands I descend'
back from the dead, back from The End
'I'm here to take Revenge!
Soon the deathly dusk will fall
and the Night I've waited for
'at the dawn you'll live no more
Breathing through Death' Living for Bloodshed'
I'm the Suicider dying every night and day
Killing me is not enough to make me go away
I live to kill and kill to live
And long for dying endlessly
Each time I kill I'm born again
'I have become The End
Thus I am and thus I'll die
yet another thousand times
'I am dead and I am alive
Take a deep breath'
It's the last one you will get!!!
I'm the Suicider dying every night and day
Killing me is not enough to make me go away
I'm the Suicider seeking for the End of Life
(But) killing me is not enough to cease the flame inside
'Thus I kill and thus I'll die'
Thus I will live for all time

How do you do?
Have yourself, a pleasent afternoon.
Well, fuck you too,
Tonight's the one I choose, for you!

I'll kill myself,
I'll blow my brains onto the wall.
See you in Hell,
I will not take this anymore.
Now this is where ends, this is where I will draw the line,
So excuse me while, I end my life.

I will pull this through,
Not having a reason's no excuse.
What the Hell do you,
Suppose that I have left to lose?

I'll kill myself...
I'll kill myself
See you in Hell
I'll kill myself
See you in Hell
I'll kill myself
See you in Hell
I'll kill myself
See you in Hell

I'll kill myself,
I'll blow my brains onto the wall!
See you in Hell,
I will not take this anymore!
This is where it ends,
I put a bullet in my head.
Oh yes I did.
This is where it ends,
This is where I will draw the line.
Excuse me while....

I kill myself.

12. The War Ain't Over

...hear the sounds of Thunder
feel it come in all its pride.
– and it's all yours!
this tension, this pressure...
sweat and feel the air too thick to breathe!
feel hatred, fear hatred...
wait the chaos that shall breed
– the spawn of WAR!
– the spawn of MAN!
– inside of us all – oh yes! you too...

live in this hell – die in this hell.

Hey! the Beast of War is on the hunt!
the Dove of Peace falls torn apart!
– disillusion!
well, Hey now! What did you expect to see?
the "victory of humanity"?
well, THE WAR AIN'T OVER!!!

"I remember all the hopes (I remember all lies)
I am "die Erd", I've seen it come and go and stay eternally! WAR!"

live in this hell – so what the hell,
– so let it be,
– die in this hell.

Hey! the Beast of War is on the hunt!
the Dove of Peace falls torn apart!
– disillusion!
well, Hey now! What did you expect to see?
the "victory of humanity"?
well, THE WAR AIN'T OVER!!!

no! Never! Ever! no!
so let it be.

13. Nepenthe

think about all the good in your life
– it's only temporary
think about all the positive sides in life
– they never last forever

so drink to forget
and drown all your sorrow
bury your dreams
choose mind refinery

all the tears and the fears and the lies and the cries and the...
(nepenthe)
all the tears and the fears and the lies and the cries of the past

when the light of the chosen has died
when the Master is slave to his life

all the tears and the fears and the lies and the cries and the...
(forget)
all the love and the hate and the hate and the hate for you – my love

when the light of chosen has died
it is time to do something right, for once, goddamned!

so drink to forget
and drown all your sorrow
bury your dreams
and choose Catharsis!

all the tears and the fears and the lies and the cries and the...
(revenge)
all the hate in the world is the power to bring you down!

when the light of chosen has died
it is time to pay back for their crimes

14. Northern Lights

At the dawn...
The golden moon was shining bright
With the silvery eyes of death

They had seen me salute the flames in the sky

...Northern lights...
...Northern lights...
While you were asleep I was awake to be part of the dark
While you were asleep I was awake to find the truth I had sought for
...through all my life...

Taken by the North wind blow
Into the icy abyss of colours
As I fulfilled my true self
I know your world is not for me

I am not one of them...

Aurora Borealis –
A part of me still in the sky

In the light of the golden moon
In the light of the silvery eyes of the night

I wandered through fire through ice...
To the valley of the shadow of death

...Northern lights...
be part of the dark
While you were asleep I was awake to find the truth I had sought for
...through all my life...

Aurora Borealis –
A part of me still in the sky

15. The Way I Wanna Go

I know of a heaven...
and damn sure...
I know of a Hell...
if you could take a look into this fighter's mind...
the things you'd see.
What would you think?
How would you feel?
If you could really know me... mmm...
Can you see this Hell I feel inside?
A tragedy in a human mind.

That's what I am!!!
So turn away, turn away and go.
Turn away while you still can.
Turn away.

The way I'm gonna go is not the way you want to go!
This reign that I have built myself,
over the years, will crumble down me.
Life's double edged sword gives both pleasure and pain.
And it's MY cross to be carried!!!
Can you see this chaos-ridden mind?
This tragedy, this tragedy of a human mind.

That's how I am!!!
"It might seem t's just a part of the illusion of life.
There's no perfection in this world,
and in the end we're but two strangers
sailing our personal seas of sorrow..."
I've been to heaven! (and let me tell you)
I have been "down there" So turn away, go.

Turn away while you still can.
Turn away.
The way I'm gonna go is not the way you want to go!
Turn away, Turn away...
This is the way I wanna go

16. Dance On The Graves

"Hell I can't deny it...I fell to the illusion of life!
Now, she's taken away everything that I called I!"

17. Noose

No way out of your misery
Alone in pain and agony
Lay depressed and hollow
One thought in your mind
-No Tomorrow

And then you had made up your mind
and thought it was your time
You left this world without shedding a tear
without hope, without fear

So you thought you'd just put your head
into the Noose and let it all go...and so you did
Oh yeah, you did

Now you come haunting every night
Calling my name until I...
wake up feeling this sorrow
One thought in my mind
– I will follow

I'll drink the booze to depress myself
then I take the rope and express myself
I'll leave this world without shedding a tear
without hope, without fear

Yeah, I think I'll put my head
into the Noose and let it all go...and so I will
Oh yeah, I will

I'll take the rope, just like you
and wherever you are, I'll be too

I think I'll just put my head
into the Noose and let it all go...and so I will
Oh yeah, I will

18. Aika Multaa Muistot

Everything is nothing to me, I couldn?t care less
A stern cold man is what I am, hard, relentless
And thought I might have strayed the path I wouldn?t change a thing
I?ve hated life to the fullest yet with longing deep within

For my name is sorrow and I?m a friend of misery
I deprived myself of love for eternal agony
And I don?t even dare to try – I know I can only lose
Between this life I live and nothing I have to choose

Take me home...
...to the one I belong

I?ll see you all go down and witness your demise
I?ll be the last to close, the last to close my eyes
And forgive me nothing for I truly meant it all
– what I?ve said, what I?ve done

19. Farewell

I've dragged myself through the blood and mud
and with burning eyes pushed the love away'
No, I'm not the kind of man who'd play for keeps'
-The enchantment lies in the moment of goodbyes
For eternity'
-My sun has set down
I dream to flee'
As I suffer "the black" bleed into me
I regret every single day I ever lived in my life
I gave all I had in me' So it's time to say Goodbye
The breath of wind beneath my beating wings
is slowly dying down'
-Yet raging it's final blow!
As it crumbles down' my castle in the air
The relieving words of farewell end my earthly Hell
For eternity'
-My sun has set down
It has ceased to be'
The lightning that once burned in me
I regret every single day I ever lived in my life
I gave all I had in me' So it's time to say Goodbye

20. No One There

The axe, the bottle and the rope
The feeling there really is no more hope
The thought of the great unknown
And facing it alone
The dark, the silent and the cold
The feeling I have come to the end of my road
Yes, these are the things I spend
My remaining moments with

And the wind blows through my heart
Shivers me one last time
As I now reach out in the dark
No one there

Why did it have to be so hard
For us to live our lives
Again I reach out in the dark in despair

The desperation and the snow
The feeling of finally coming back home
The melancholy and the hole in the soil so hard and cold

And the wind blows through my heart
Shivers me one last time
As I now reach out in the dark
No one there

Your love for me, my love for you
Things we somehow managed to lose
Now there?s only the ruthless wind
To blow right through
It freezes my heart, my desperate heart
It freezes my heart, my desperate heart
It freezes my heart, my desperate heart
To think we both will die alone

And the wind blows through my heart
Shivers me one last time
As I now reach out in the dark
No one there

21. Drown Together

Take this love, my dear, and cherish it in your heart
You shall have no fear'
Nothing could tear us apart
Accept this love sincere, from the bottom of my heart
for now our time is here'
and love shall heal the scars
Now twilight hides the clear, and haunts the day away
We cross the last frontier,
and it sets our hearts ablaze
The Waves lie still and gleaming on Our Sea
'and we're drifting down the stream'
Let's drown ourselves in this love
my darling, my only one
Let's give our lives for this love we are in
– make it forever'
Let me dry your tears
and hold you in embrace
Until we disappear in the crimson haze
The Flames rise still so freezing on Our Sea
'and we're drifting down the stream'
Let's drown ourselves in this love
my darling, my only one
Let's give our lives for this love we are in
(we'll) do it together'
"'and we take our dive into the waters of eternity'
'here all pain has died and the only ones are you and me'"
The Haze lies still and bleeding on Our Sea
'and we're drifting down the stream'
(-to eternity!)
Let's drown ourselves in this love
my darling, my only one
(Let's) set sacrifices for this love we are in
– make it forever'
Let's drown ourselves in this love
Let's give our lives for this love we are in
(we'll) do it together'

22. Cross My Heart And Hope To Die

Since your death
Everything has felt so meaningless and vain
that I've lost the will to live

Love, your death
Ripped my heart right out and since you went away
Life's had nothing more to give

Cross my heart and hope to die
May my end come tonight
Across the dark, into the light
May death again us unite

Love, my fate
Will you wait for me there... where our autumn dawns?
There, beyond the dreary seas

Will you wait?
Will you welcome me into your arms once more?
Where our waters still fall free

Cross my heart and hope to die
May my end come tonight
Across the dark, into the light
May death again us unite

Cross my heart and hope to die
May my end come tonight
I'll depart from this life
May death again us unite

May it come...

My heart went down with you
At your funeral I was buried, too
My life... it ended with yours
And I... exist no more

23. Brief Is The Light

The bells again...someone has died
The bells of the end toll to remind
that life?s but a race against time

At your back you?ll always hear
The Chariot of Time hurrying near
The faster you run the closer it comes
A pursuer you can not outrun

Hear these words I say:
– Make the most out of your day
For brief is the light on our way
On this momentary trail

Hear these words, awake:
– Make the most out of your day
For brief is the time, so brief is the time
that we?re allowed to stay

The bells again...whose turn this time?
To reach the end, yours or mine?
Each funeral just makes us realize
that life?s but a series of goodbyes

Hear these words I say:
– Make the most out of your day
For brief is the light on our way
On this momentary trail

(too late)

Hear these words I say:
– Make the most out of your day
For brief is the light on our way
On this momentary trail

Hear these words, awake:
– Make the most out of your day
For brief is the time, so brief is the time
that we?re allowed to stay

Life passes by, melts away like snow in the spring
We all are bind to the running of time

24. Vengeance Is Mine

I am stunned, you caught me by surprise
It's so damn wrong, you outdid yourselves
Beaten numb, I didn't see you sneaking round the corner, how could I?
There is no sight in my third eye

When I'm done I will hunt you down
One by one I'll blow you all to hell
For you faceless, nameless, cowards, cannot hide
The day of reckoning will arrive

Strike from behind and knock me to the ground
Kick me while I'm down, stab me in the back, you bastards
Tear my heart out of my chest
I rise from the ashes, from these ruins of mine, from the rage
I'm right on your track you bastards
Dozen of eyes for an eye
Vengeance is mine

I have dreams of hammering your skulls
Fantasies of bashing in your brains
Obsessively I am watching, I am stalking, I am following
And then the massacre begins

Strike from behind and knock me to the ground
Kick me while I'm down, stab me in the back, you bastards
Tear my heart out of my chest
I rise from the ashes, from these ruins of mine, from the rage
I'm right on your track, you bastards
Dozen of eyes for an eye
Vengeance is mine

Strike from behind and knock me to the ground
Kick me while I'm down, stab me in the back, you bastards
Tear my heart out of my chest
I rise from the ashes, from these ruins of mine, from the rage
I'm right on your track you bastards
Dozen of eyes for an eye
Vengeance is mine
Dozen of eyes for an eye
Vengeance is mine
Vengeance is mine

25. End Of The Road

Here we are, now lay the burden down
We're coming to the end of our road
Sorrowful yet glorious somehow
To be humming this one last ode
So calm and still... it wasn't all that bad, or was it now?
Fulfilled... it doesn't only hurt to end it now

The funeral

The memories beneath the dust of years
They seem like those of someone deceased
There's no more to be done, or hoped or feared
Just waiting for the final release
So calm and thrilled... it wasn't all that bad, or was it now?
Still it doesn't only hurt end it now

Is life over, this life's over?
Or has it only just begun?
It grows colder, starts to moulder...
Coming apart yet still not done
Forever one