1. So?

To raise a smile, to raise a fist
To kill emotion, to kill love
A velvet kiss, a cut so deep

I can't remember her rainy days
I can't remember
I can't remember her strangest ways
I can't remember

Is it my words so hollow?
Razor smile with lies so sharp
Such a bitter pill to swallow
Like tiny daggers in my heart

I can't remember her rainy days
I can't remember
I can't remember her strangest ways
I can't remember

Lost inside her own self
If only she knew what I know
What she fears fears the most
For her to be without him

2. Darker With My Eyes Open

Whenever I need somebody
I always seem to hurt somebody

Could I be like Jesus Christ?
Loved but no one's lover
Upon your cross of faith in spite
Today is like no other

Air heavy with the smell of death
I feel no pleasure, I feel no pain
Distorted mind cuts the final breath
Sadistic smile on my killing face

Could I be like Jesus Christ?
Loved but no one's lover
Upon your cross of faith in spite
Today is like no other

Sometimes I feel I'd like to kill someone
Sometimes I feel I'd like to kill myself

Could I be like Jesus Christ?
Loved but no one's lover
Upon your cross of faith in spite
Today is like no other

Despair and hurt no longer strangers to me
It's not the right way but will set me free
And when I feel I'm to fill the emptiness
The devil laughs and throws it back in my face

3. 10 Snakes

At times I feel as if I've overstayed my welcome
And then I find that I'm not ready to leave
The one thing that I need is self-perseverance
I tell myself but it's so hard to believe

And now I look inside and see all the answers
And dying deep within I've heard it all before

10 snakes alone with me
I've got them in my head
Never-ending spiral clear
And yes he's always known

But son you are not of me, he disagrees
10 snakes around me all are molding to one
The warmth in their skin is flowing no more
I kiss the breath that's giving shelter to no one

For every piece of mind I've given away
The die is cast and trying hard to destroy

10 snakes alone with me
I've got them in my head
Never-ending spiral clear
And yes I've always known

4. The River

Hey I've never needed you
Hey I want it all to come true
Why you want to tell me lies

There's a pot of gold by the river
The more you sell the more you take
I don't live a life, I don't live a life
But you take it all without shame

Hello hello, I've seen it all
So what so what don't want you know?
You say that one comes into two
I breathe my demons just for you

There's a pot of gold by the river
The more you sell the more you take
I don't live a life, I don't live a life
But you take it all without shame

Hello hello, I've seen it all
So what so what don't want you know?
You say that one comes into two
I breathe my demons just for you

5. The Way I Bleed

Do you love the way I hate?
Do you hate the way I feel?
Do you knock on every door
And just get turned away?

Was I the epitome
Of what you wanted me to be?
Feed of lies, hungry again
Never want to feel the shame
If you hear the way I scream
Then you'll scream the way I bleed
If the blind that leads you on
And the one you love is gone

The day I bled for you
Was the day you set me free
The day I bled for you
Was the day

If you talk the way I think
Then you'll think the way I see
When the one you love is lost
Deepest wounds hurt for me

Was I the epitome
Of what you wanted me to be?
Feed of lies, hungry again
Never want to feel the shame
If you hear the way I scream
Then you'll scream the way I bleed
If the blind that leads you on
And the one you love is gone

The day I bled for you
Was the day you set me free
The day I bled for you
Was the day

6. Breathing Demons

Into pollution that I know
Where the milk and honey flow
Live at nowhere left to run
Smoke too much and steal some fun
Sadness be the Jesus talk
Over water he could walk
Sharpened knives cut out the sun
Replace the moon with things to come

Still now I turn away
You tell me what you needed
I see the wounded lies
I feel the trip no more
So kill the distant sun
With your double tongue
Deep in desire you fall
Involve yourself again

If I would taste the poison
I could take the old man down
But still I insult the aged
Tell me to take the poison

Tell me to take the poison
Tell me to take the poison
Tell me to take the poison
Behind their lips

7. Frustrate

Innocence, when I think of you
All the love and the pain fly through
Feeling sad when I've woken
Never knowing what I should do

My days are yours
My nights are yours
These thoughts subside
Then they cry

Hatred is the colour of my frustration
Beauty never once touched my face

My dreams are yours
This life is yours
My thoughts in mind
Still subside

My favorite colour is one that reminds me of you
I don't want to say goodbye

8. Inside Of I

I am the colour of your eyes
Yet confusion in my mind
The truth from which you hide
Yes the darkness that's inside

With a tortured mind
Yet so sublime
Soured my world
With tears divine

Is it really worth it?
In this life you live in
Time is short
Do you need all you're given?
And they take all the life
Evolving none

I am the beauty you once saw
Be still the silent one no more
I am the wanting that has died
The broken man to whom you lied

With a tortured mind
Yet so sublime
Soured my world
With tears divine

Never once did they touch you
From the day that they took you from the womb
Pain is something you're used to
So you're keeping your sad eyes tightly shut