1. Pale Monument
I close my eyes in the colored wind I used to feel
I close my eyes with an angel impaled that I have sealed
I gouged my eyes, so filthy as me, you cannot see
I gouged my eyes to not see what I have to see
See what is lost eternally, live in me
(I'm) trying to burn it al inside of me
Burn what is lost just in this place I used to be
(I'm) trying to burn it all.. it's killing me
I close my eyes in the colored wind I used to feel
I close my eyes with an angel impaled that I have sealed
I saw the light which used to be mine, I saw their sign
I saw the light that made me blind but still I am alive
They are waiting for me to fall down
They want my soul to melt into the sea of myself
They are waiting for me to fall down
They want my flesh to rot in this sea of hell
2. In A Drowse
I'm going away from those beautiful days
In a drowse life of pain, in a drowse (I'm) going insane
I'll tear it away, (I) won't hear what they will say
In a drowse life in pain, In a drowse (I) live in vain
I walk into darkness that seems to last forever
In a drowse I'm a clown. In a drowse.
I indulge the bitterness, in sadness I endeavor
In a drowse I'm a clown. In a drwose.
I'm fading away upon this final stage
In a drowse life in pain. In a drowse (I'm) going insane
I'll tear it away, (I) won't hear what they will say
In a drowse life in pain
In a drowse (I) live in vain
3. The Enlightenment Day
Years passed me by, but the way still not shown to me
Years passed me by, but the fear won't leave me be
In the prophet's dream, hate is love, death becomes life
And madness won't redeem, I'll need a wisdom they posess
To the fire To the wind To the earth
To the moon To the sun To myself
Remembrance scared me so, I had to embrace the dark within
Vowed divinity, let them know, let it begin
(I'll be) at one with the void when my breath turns into wind
(I'll be) at one with the void and my death becomes their sins
4. Confession To Be Buried
(I) can't give a confession, As I can't live within silence
I don't need compassion to soothe me
I don't need a confession to soothe me, It confuses me
Tease me, Gods of sins, forgive me and tear my wings
Leave me or let me in, praise me for (the) song I sing
I don't believe in your filty death you fear
I don't believe in this life to be here
I don't believe in gods to judge me
I don't believe in hell to scortch me, (but) it scares me
I kill the light, I have a life, life that is gray
In a lie that is known to me
I bear the cross, I thought it lost, In a summer's frost
I will freeze to death
Confession must be heard, revelation you shall learn
Confession must be heard, in this hell you shall burn
5. The Tranquilizer Song
O, will you ever, will you ever lean I did repent
O, will you ever, will you ever yearn for the end
(You're) just too young to know, too young to face it
Soul, once holy, now so guilty, awaiting to fall
(The) saint, once he was a savior, now a sinner, to bring it all
(You're) just too young to know, too young to face it
6. Midnight Sun
I've seen the midnight sun before I was born
Born of fire
I've seen the midnight sun, once death on the land forlorn
Forlorn in desire
I've seen the midnight sun, a shapeless unborn torn by a liar
I've seen the midnight sun, poisoned by its thorn it'll take my higher
Burn the midnight sun, so far away
Burn the midnight sun, from day to day
I've seen the midnight sun, pleasure to be done
Known in their tongue
I've seen the midnight sun a song to be sung
Sun in their tongue
7. Silver Universe
Sitting in the dark and awaiting time to come, but now I know it's too late
Caught in this hell, still I can't find the way, now I know I will meet my fate
Repelling the weakness crawling inside of me, no way to go no light to see
Feeling the madness awakening inside of me, reason is lost for eternity
Black veil of death I will have to face
Quest for the exist but I know I will never win
Black veil of death I have to fight
With a little hope that can't be to which I must cling
Sitting in the dark and gasping for the life, which I grown with my (own) death
Longing for treasures I have left behind until I know I am dead
In this silence prayers won't be heard, but I'm dreaming on all alone
Drifting in the shoreless ocean, the path is closed and the hope is gone
Say good bye to the silver universe...
8. Gavotte Grim
One autumn night,
Dark silent night,
Until the moment,
I will never forget,
The veil of death,
Over my places,
Did take them two,
The dying bodies I loved,
With my own fear,
I will disappear,
When devils sneer,
I will make it clear,
They speak to me,
So tenderly,
Lives that should be,
I will never see,
9. Messiahplan
I am coming home, home or was it (an) illusion
Death is soothing my life, soothing my death, I have been trapped
Born out of the emptiness (to which) song I will return
I'm coming home before I decay in this hell
I am coming home, home that fell in confusion
A lie is not a lie that used to be a lie, I have been trapped
I'll turn into (the) empiness, Yes, I shall be the one
I'm coming home before I decay in this hell
To the place now I cannot return, to the time now I cannot return
They become my knights but I'm coming home
They will take my life but I'm coming home
I am coming home, home full of delusion
I'm saving my soul, I'm killing myself, I have been trapped
Now I see the emptiness, I know their lives are old
I'm coming home before I decay in this hell