1. 515
DEATH!
DEATH!
DEATH!
DEATH!
DEATH!
DEATH!
DEATH!
2. People
Shit=
Come on!
Here we go again, motherfucker
Yeah!
Come on down, and see the idiot right here
Too fucked to beg and not afraid to care
What's the matter with calamity anyway?
Right? Get the fuck outta my face
Understand that I can't feel anything
It isn't like I wanna sift through the decay
I feel like a wound, like I got a fucking
Gun against my head, you live when I'm dead.
One more time, motherfucker!
Everybody hates me now, so fuck it
Blood's on my face and my hands, and I don't know why
I'm not afraid to cry, but thats none of your business
Whose life is it? Get it, see it, feel it, eat it
Spin it around so I can spit in its face
I wanna leave without a trace
'Cause I dont wanna die in this place.
People equals shit
People equals shit
People equals shit
People equals shit
People equals
(Whatcha gonna do?)
People equals shit
('Cause I am not afraid of you)
People equals shit
(I'm everything you'll never be)
People equals shit
Yeah!
Yeah
Come on!
It never stops You can't be everything to everyone
Contagion I'm sitting at the side of Satan
What do you want from me?
They never told me the failure I was meant to be
Now, over do it Don't tell me you blew it
Stop your bitching and fight your way through it
I'm Not Like You I Just fuck-up
C'mon, motherfucker everybody has to die
C'mon, motherfucker everybody has to die
Everybody has to die.
People equals shit!
People equals shit
People equals shit
People equals shit
People equals shit
People equals shit
(Yeah)
People equals shit
(Yeah)
People equals shit
(Yeah)
People equals shit
People equals shit
People equals shit
People equals shit
People equals shit
People equals shit
(Whatcha gonna do?)
People equals shit
('Cause I'm not afraid of you)
People equals shit
(I'm everything you'll never be)
People equals shit
Yeah!
Goddamn light
3. Disasterpiece
I wanna slit your throat and fuck the wound
I wanna push my face in and feel the swoon
I wanna dig inside, find a little bit of me
Cause the line gets crossed when you don't come clean
My wormwood meets your pesticide
You'll never get out, cause you were never alive
I am infinite, I am the infant finite
Come a little closer and I'll show you why
(NO ONE IS – SAFE)
Noises, Noises, people make Noises
People make Noises when they're sick
Nothing to do except hold on to NOTHING
How does it feel to be locked inside another dream
That never had a chance of being realized?
What the fuck are you looking at?
I'll tell you what the fuck you're looking at
Everyone you ever fucking laughed at
Look in my eyes for the answers – typical
I can feel it underneath like a miracle
Everybody in the world needs more than
Lies and consequences to power them
Once again, it's me and no one else
I can't remember if there was a someone else
It's not mine, it's not fair, it's outta my hands
And it's shaking – you'll never take me
(NO ONE IS – SAFE)
Noises, Noises, people make Noises
People make Noises when they're sick
Nothing to do except hold on to NOTHING
NOTHING!
(HATE) Hate ain't enough to describe me
(SCREAM) Somewhere between screaming and crying
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be
(WHY) When do I get to know why?
(BITTER) Bitter as the stink of when I try
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be
Pull your hands away
I'm gone – goodbye – it's so depressing
Withering away
Take a look – inside – my soul is missing
All I have is dead, so I'll take you with me
Feel like I'm erased – so kill me just in case
(COVET) Everything around me's mine
(STY) Can't see through the sties in my eyes
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be
(DOWN) Scratching and clawing all the way
(STAY) You won't let me fucking stay
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be
(LIVE) Is there another way to live?
(DIE) Cause it's the only way to die
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be
4. My Plague
I'm in conniptions for the final act you came here for
The one derivative you manage is the one I abhor
I need a minute to elaborate for the
Everyday bullshit things that you have done
Your impossible ego fuck is like a
Megalomaniacal tab on my tongue
You fucking touch me I will rip you apart
I'll reach in and take a bite out of that
Shit you call a heart
I don't mind being oguled, ridiculed
Made to feel miniscule
If you consider the source, it's kinda pitiful
The only thing you really know about me is...
That's all you'll ever know
I know why you blame me
I know why you blame yourself
I know why you plague me
I know why you plague yourself
I'm turning it around like a knife in the shell
I wanna understand why, but I'm hurting myself
I haven't seen a lot of reasons to stop it
I can't just drop it
I'm just a bastard, but at least I admit it
At least I admit it
I know why you blame me
I know why you blame yourself
I know why you plague me
I know why you plague yourself
Kill you – Fuck you – I will never be you, you
Kill you – Fuck you – I will never be you, you
I can't fucking take it anymore
A snap of the synapse
And now it's fucking war
Kill you – Fuck you – I will never be you, you
I know why you blame me
I know why you blame yourself
I know why you plague me
I know why you plague yourself
I know why you blame me
I know why you blame yourself
I know why you plague me
I know why you plague yourself
I know why you plague yourself
I know why you plague yourself
I know why you plague yourself
I know why you plague yourself
5. Everything Ends
You are wrong, fucked and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
I haven't slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of everything
YOU ARE THE END OF EVERYTHING
Shallow skin, I can paint with pain
I mark the trails on my arms with your disdain
Everyday it's the same – I LOVE, YOU HATE
But I guess I don't care anymore...
Fix my problems with the blade
While my eyes turn from blue to gray
God, the worst thing happened to me today
But I guess I don't care anymore
(Ahhh, fuck)
You are wrong, fucked and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
I haven't slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of everything
You are the end of EVERYTHING
My flaws are the only thing left that's pure
Can't really live, can't really endure
Everything I see reminds me of her
God I wish I didn't care anymore
The more I touch, the less I feel
I'm lying to myself that it's not real
Why is everybody making such a big fucking deal?
I'm never gonna care anymore
(Ahhhhhh)
You are wrong, fucked and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
I haven't slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
You're wrong and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
I haven't slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
What the hell am I doing?
Is there anyone left in my life?
What the fuck was I thinking?
Anybody want to tell me I'm fine?
Where the hell am I going?
Do I even need a reason to hide?
I am only betrayed
I am only conditioned to DIE!
You are wrong, fucked and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
I haven't slept since I woke up and
Found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
You are wrong and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of everything
You are the end of EVERYTHING
I haven't slept since I found out,
My whole life was a LIE!
This is the end of EVERYTHING
YOU ARE THE END OF EVERYTHING
YOU ARE THE END OF EVERYTHING
(Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh)
6. The Heretic Anthem
8...7...6...6...6...5...4...3...2...1...
I'm a pop star threat and I'm not dead yet
Got a super dred bet with an angel drug head
Like a dead beat winner, I want to be a sinner
An idolized bang for the industry killer
A hideous man that you don't understand
Throw a suicide party and I'm guaranteed to fucking snap
It's evilsonic, it's pornoholic
Breakdowns, obscenities, it's all I wanna be
If you're 555, then I'm 666
If you're 555, I'm 666
If you're 555, I'm 666
What's it like to be a heretic?
If you're 555, I'm 666
What's it like to be a heretic?
Everybody's so infatuated
Everybody's so completely sure of what we are
Everybody defamates from miles away
But face to face, they haven't got a thing to say
I bleed for this and I bleed for you
Still you look in my face like I'm somebody new
Toy – Nobody wants anything I've got
Which is fine, because you're made of
Everything I'm not
If you're 555, then I'm 666
If you're 555, I'm 666
If you're 555, I'm 666
What's it like to be a heretic?
If you're 555, I'm 666
What's it like to be a heretic?
Heretic!
Yeah!
30 seconds, 16, 8, 4, let me tell you why
I haven't the slightest, I'm teaching your brightest
They're listening, clamoring
All the money in the world can't buy me
Go ahead, lie to me
Tell me again how you're tortured
I wanna know how you followed your orders so well
You're full of shit
You had a dream, but this ain't it
If you're 555, I'm 666
If you're 555, I'm 666
If you're 555, I'm 666
If you're 555, I'm 666
If you're 555, then I'm 666
What's it like to be a heretic?
If you're 555, then I'm 666
What's it like to be a heretic?
If you're 555, I'm 666
What's it like to be a heretic?
If you're 555, then I'm 666
What's it like to be a heretic?
Heretic!
Yeah!
7. Gently
Gently my mind escapes
Into the relaxing world of pleasure
A pleasure that will take my mind
Off the realities of my life
My past life
Life as I know it now
And whatever may come, it slowly disappears
To somewhere in the back of my mind
It will remain there
Until I wish to retrieve it
Yes, I will stay here for awhile
For I need the break
A break from the pressures of life
And everything that lays in the palm of life's hands
Life's hands
Yeah!
This mode is incredible
It's out of this world
Too bad I must always leave it now
That's life (That's life)
That's life (That's life)
That's life (That's life)
That's life (That's life)
Shift
Shift
Shift
Yeah Shift
8. Left Behind
I've known faces that have disappeared in time
Find me wrapped in glass and slowly soaked in lime
All my friends have pictures meant to make you cry
I've seen this and wondered what I've done to
Calcify!
(I ignore you)
As I close my eyes, I feel it all slipping away
(I come towards you)
We all got left behind, we let it all slip away
(I ignore you)
As I close my eyes, I feel it all slipping away
(I come toward you)
We all got left behind, we let it all slip away
I can't stand to see your thalidomide robot face
I don't even try it
You had to be a liar just to
Infiltrate me – I'm still drowning
(I ignore you)
As I close my eyes, I feel it all slipping away
(I come toward you)
We all got left behind, we let it all slip away
(I ignore you)
As I close my eyes, I feel it all slipping away
(I come toward you)
We all got left behind, we let it all slip away
Take this all away
Take this all away
I can feel it on my mouth
I can taste you on my fingers
I can hear you like the holy ghost
And kill you if you get too close
(I ignore you)
As I close my eyes, I feel it all slipping away
(I come toward you)
We all got left behind, we let it all slip away
(I ignore you)
As I close my eyes, I feel it all slipping away
(I come toward you)
We all got left behind, we let it all slip away
We let it all slip away
We let it all slip away
We let it all slip away
We let it all slip away
9. The Shape
Destroy!
Too tragic to stay with you
Too static to try for you
These scars, they swallow hard
The part of the past that's hollow and dark
Too horrid to kill for you
Too sordid to die with you
Unstable as always, calm down
Everything else is just dust and sound
Seperate! (I've lost my only way)
Seperate! (I've lost my only way)
Seperate! (I've lost my only way)
See the shape! (Broken and thrown away)
I'd give it all away, come take it all away
You can't resent the fear
Somebody tell me how I got here
I'd give it all to you
Come take it, it's all for you
The noise is so damn loud, but
Everything else is just dust and sound
Seperate! (I've lost my only way)
Seperate! (I've lost my only way)
Seperate! (I've lost my only way)
See the shape! (Broken and thrown away)
I don't wanna do this anymore
Everything's shit
Everything's been taken – Forsaken
Gotta start it over cause I'm hearing it backwards
Don't make sense – Don't feel better
Who's better? It's not that simple
You gotta figure it out before you make things difficult
It's not a word, it's a problem, the problem was easy
Draw your conclusions – Solutions?
Anybody else wanna run?
Contorting, distorting – I am undone
One less propaganda nightmare fixture
Are you getting the picture?
Seperate! (I've lost my only way)
Seperate! (I've lost my only way)
Seperate! (I've lost my only way)
See the shape! (Broken and thrown away)
Seperate! (I've lost my only way)
Seperate! (I've lost my only way)
Seperate! (I've lost my only way)
See the shape! (Broken and thrown away)
Broken and thrown away!
10. I Am Hated
The whole world is my enemy – And I'm a walking target
Two times the devil with all the significance
Dragged and raped for the love of a mob
I can't stay – Because I can't be stopped
Eat motherfuckers alive who cross us
I know you're all tired of the same old process
Let me tell you how it's gonna be
I'm gonna kill anyone who steps up in front of me
Welcome to the same old fucking scam
Same old shit in a dead fad
Everybody wants to be so hard
Are you real or a second rate sports card?
They all lost their dad or their wife just died
They never got to go outside – Shut up!
Nobody gives a fuck
It doesn't change the fact that you suck
(We are) The anti-cancer
(We are) The only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what's inside of me, you'll never know
(We are) Bipolar gods
(We are) You know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore
Now I'm not pretty and I'm not cool
But I'm fat and I'm ugly and proud – So fuck you
Standing out is the new pretension
Streamline the sickness, half-assed aggression
You gotta see it to believe it, we all got conned
All the mediocre sacred cows we've spawned
Put your trust in the misson
We will not repent – This is our religion
(We are) The anti-cancer
(We are) The only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what's inside of me,you'll never know
(We are) Bipolar gods
(We are) You know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore
I am hated!
You are hated!
We are hated!
I am hated!
Everything sucks and I can prove it
Everybody dies, shuffle on, remove it
Individuals, indispensable
I'm the paradox deity vessel
The other side holds no secret
But this side is done, I don't need it
Before you go, you should know you're breaking down
You'll be rotten by the time you're underground
Fuck you
(We are) The anti-cancer
(We are) The only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what's inside of me, you'll never know
(We are) Bipolar gods
(We are) You know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore
(We are) The source of conscience
(We are) Distorted sentients
There's only one thing left
And I can't leave until it's sated
(We are) The absolute
(We are) Controlling you
They're closing in, I can't escape
I am hated!
11. Skin Ticket
Zero and zero is nothing but zero
Cancer and people conspire together
Running and running and going forever
Collected and sampled, starving for zero
Come see my cage – built in my grain
Come see my cage – built in my grain
Come see my cage – built in my grain
Come see my CAGE – BUILT IN MY GRAIN
Minus the inside and minus the circle
Inhabit the riddle and fill in the hovel
Wherein and herein, between us and near us
Zero and zero is nothing but zero
Come see my cage – built in migraine
Come see my cage – built in migraine
Come see my cage – built in migraine
Come see my CAGE – BUILT IN MIGRAINE
Keeping myself alive
Through your EMPATHY
Keeping myself alive
Through your EMPATHY
Keeping myself alive
Through your EMPATHY
Keeping myself alive
Through your EMPATHY
AND BECAUSE...
Keeping myself alive
Through your EMPATHY
Keeping myself alive
Through your EMPATHY
Keeping myself alive
Through your EMPATHY
Keeping myself alive
Through your EMPATHY
LEAVE ME ALONE
Keeping myself alive
Keeping my... self... alive
12. New Abortion
Yeah!
I'm ethereal, my children are legion, serial
They stick to my skin like beloved cysts
I tear away with my nails and teeth and fists
Touch the hands of inverted saints
Follow my heart through the threaded pain
Callow man is a sentinel screaming
I see the future, the future is bleeding
Sores, every goddamn minute I can feel 'em now
Like a virus, you will never kill me now
Going underground, coming on like hepatitis
We're out, and you can't reshape us
Another bug in the construct
Tearing up the main bus B
Zeros and ones are everything – Execute me
Everywhere you look, it's like they know
Their fingerprints are hidden by control
This is where the line is drawn, see
You can't take my soul away from me
What do you need to see? You feel the impact?
Gotta retract – Everybody get back
What is this? It's like a big conspiracy
Fields of dejected morbid progeny
They always say that it's always our fault
But everything we say is taken with a grain of salt
Man, it's always the same, if we talk or complain
We only wanna upset the balance
How's it feel to be the new abortion?
The only generation to suffer extortion
Everywhere you look, it's like they know
Their fingerprints are hidden by control
This is where the line is drawn, see
You can't take my soul away from me
You can't take my soul away from me
You can't take my soul away from me
You can't take my soul away from me
You can't take my soul away from me
You can't take my soul away from me
Everywhere you look, it's like they know
Their fingerprints are hidden by control
This is where the line is drawn, see
You can't take my soul away from me
Everywhere you look, it's like they know
Their fingerprints are hidden by control
This is where the line is drawn, see
You can't take my soul away from me
You can't take my soul away from me
Fuck you!
13. Metabolic
Gone, I couldn't murder your promise
Right before my eyes
The revolutions of my psychosis
Kept me out of the way
Once – Inside – All I hold is ash
Fail – suppressing every feeling
I'm in so much pain
I have every fucking right to hate you
I can't take it
The hardest part was knowing that I could never be you
Now all I do is sit around and wish I could forget you
My demise – I took a life worth living
And made it worth a mockery
I deny – And fold – But they keep on coming
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me
Who are you to me? Who am I to you?
Is this a lesson in nepotistic negligence?
By default, you are my only link to the outside
Psychosomatic suicide
Where were you when I was down?
Can you show me a way?
To face everyday with this face, goodbye
My demise – I took a life worth living
And made it worth a mockery
I deny – And fold – But they keep on coming
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me
When I blur my eyes
They make the whole world breathe
I see you fucking me
And I am absolutely controlling every urge to mutilate
The one and only answer
So much for memories...
I wanna dress in your insecurities
And be the perfect you – I'm through
I'm out-stretched out for all to loathe
Here we go, the ultimate irony
My demise – I took a life worth living
And made it worth a mockery
I deny – And fold – But they keep on coming
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me
Killing me! (Stop)
Killing me! (Stop)
Killing me! (Stop)
Killing me!
14. Iowa
Relax, it's over, you belong to me
I fill your mouth with dirt
Relax, it's over, you can never leave
I take your second digit with me
Love..
You are my first, I can barely breathe
I find you fascinating
You are my favorite, lay you down to sleep
It's all that I can do to stop
Love..
So blue, so broken, paper doll decays
I haven't left you yet
So cold, subversive, your eyes are full of bleach
Tomorrow, I will go away again
Love..
You are mine!
You will always be mine!
I can tear you apart!
I can recombine you!
All I want is to covet you all!
You belong to me!
I will kill you to love you!
Love! Love! Love!
Love you!
Do you see?