1. 742617000027

The whole thing I think is sick
The whole thing I think is shit
The whole thing I think is sick
The whole thing I think is shit
The whole thing I think is sick
The whole thing I think is shit
The whole thing I think is sick
The whole thing I think is shit
The whole thing I think is sick
The whole thing I think is shit
The whole thing I think is sick
The whole thing I think is shit
The whole thing I think is sick
The whole thing I think is shit
The whole thing I think is sick
The whole thing I think is shit

2. (sic)

Enemy – Show me what you wanna be
I can handle anything
Even if I can't handle you
Readily – Either way it better be
Don't you fuckin' pity me
Get up, get off...
What the hell am I sayin'?
I don't know about malevolent
Sure as hell decadent
I want somebody to step up, step off
Walls! Let me fall! FUCK YOU ALL!
Get a grip, don't let me slip 'til I drop the ball

I – I want it all!
Fuck this shit, I'm sick of it
You're goin' down, this is a war!

Who the fuck am I to criticize your twisted
state of mind?
You're leavin' me suspect – I'm leavin' you grotesque
Feels like a burn from which you never learn
Cause and effect, you jealous ass
Press your face against the glass – SUFFER!

I – I want it all!
Fuck this shit, I'm sick of it
You're goin' down, this is a war!
I've just begun
It's about that time
Gotta get mine

YOU CAN'T KILL ME
CUZ I'M ALREADY
DEEP INSIDE YOU

SICK

3. Eyeless

Insane – Am I the only muthafucker with a brain?
I'm hearing voices but all they do is complain
How many times have you wanted to kill
Everything and everyone – Say you'll do it but never will

You can't see California without Marlon Brando's eyes

I am my Father's son
Cuz he's a phantom, a mystery and that leaves me
NOTHING!
How many times have you wanted to die?
It's too late for me. All you have to do is get rid of me!

You can't see California without Marlon Brando's eyes

It's all in your head
It's all in my head
It's all in your head

I tried – You lied to me for so long
Everywhere I go, there's a sense of it
Freak on my antics and give me a choice
Doesn't matter if I give a shit
It's shit that you gave me

You can't see California without Marlon Brando's eyes

It's all in your head
It's all in my head
It's all in your head

Do you wanna feel pain? Takin' my name in vain
Caring never felt so lame inside
Anybody else got pride? Do you wanna take my life?
Maybe I'll reverse my ride
Who the fuck are you? FUCK YOU!
Better suck it up cuz you bled through
Better get away from me
Stay the fuck away from me!

I feel safe – Seems your saved

LOOK ME IN MY BRAND NEW EYE

4. Wait And Bleed

I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...

Goodbye!

I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time
Everything is 3D blasphemy
My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up
This is not the way I pictured me
I CAN'T CONTROL MY SHAKES!
How the hell did I get here?
Something about this, so very wrong...
I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this
Is it a dream or a memory?

GET OUTTA MY HEAD CUZ I DON'T NEED THIS!
Why I didn't I see this?
I'm a victim – Manchurian Candidate
I – HAVE – SINNED – BY – JUST
Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away

GOODBYE!

You haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
My flesh was in my bones
The pain was always free

I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...

AND IT WAITS FOR YOU!

5. Surfacing

Running out of ways to run
I can't see, I can't be
Over and over and under my skin
All this attention is DOING ME IN!

FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD!
FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR!
DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST!
DON'T GIVE A SHIT!
DON'T EVER JUDGE ME!

Picking through the parts exposed
Taking shape, taking shag
Over and over and under my skin
All this momentum is DOING ME IN!

FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD!
FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR!
DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST!
DON'T GIVE A SHIT!
DON'T EVER JUDGE ME!

You got all my love, livin' in your own hate
Drippin' hole man, hard step, no fate
Show you nuthin', but I ain't holdin' back
Every damn word I say is a sneak attack
When I get my hands on you
Ain't a fuck thing you can do
Get this cuz you're never gonna get me
I am the very disease you pretend to be

I am the push that makes you move

6. Spit It Out

Since you never gave a damn in the first place
Maybe it's time you had the tables turned
Cuz in the interest of all involved I got the problem solved
And the verdict is guilty...

...MAN NEARLY KILLED ME
Steppin' where you fear to tread
Stop, drop and roll – you were DEAD FROM THE GIT-GO!
BIG MOUTH FUCKER – STUPID COCKSUCKER
Are you scared of me now? Then you're dumber than I thought
Always is, never was
Foundation made of piss and vinegar
Step to me, I'll smear ya –Think I fear ya? BULLSHIT!
Just another dumb punk chompin' at this tit
Is there any way to break through the noise?
Was it something that I said that got you bent?
It's gotta be that way if you want it
Sanity, Literal Profanity HIT ME!

SPIT – IT OUT
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out

Maybe it's the way you spread a lotta rumour fodder
Keepin' all your little spies and leavin' when you realise
Step up, fairy
I guess it's time to bury your ass with the chrome
Straight to the dome
You heard me right, bitch, I didn't stutter
If you know what's good – sit, shut up and beg, brother
Backstab – Don't you know who you're dissin'?
Side swipe – we know THE ASS THAT YOU'RE KISSIN'!
BIGIDY-BIGGIDY BITCH BOY, HALFWAY HAUSER
Can't hear shit cuz I keep gettin' louder
Step up, and you get a face full o' tactic
Lippin' off hard, goin' home in a basket
You got no pull, no power, no NUTHIN'
Now you start shit? Well, ain't that somethin'?
Payoffs don't protect, and you can't hide if you want
But I'LL FIND YOU – Comin' up behind you!

SPIT – IT OUT
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out

'Bout time I set this record straight
All the needlenose punchin' is makin' me irate
Sick o' my bitchin' fallin' on deaf ears
Where YOU gonna be in the next five years?
The crew and all the fools, and all the politix
Get your lips ready, gonna gag, gonna make you sick
You got DICK when they passed out the good stuff
Bam
Are you sick of me? GOOD ENOUGH – HAD ENOUGH

FUCK ME! I'm all out of enemies!
FUCK ME! I'm all out of enemas!

SPIT – IT OUT
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out

7. Tattered And Torn

Kill Me
Tattered and torn
Something aches
Tattered and torn
Bad things slither
Tattered and torn
My floors are burning down
Tattered and torn
And I can't find a window

Tattered and torn
This is medieval
Tattered and torn
This is cerebral
Tattered and torn
Suffocated
Tattered and torn
Melodramatic

Tattered and torn
Driven to the verge of
Tattered and torn
I make you my enemy
The nerves you sever
Tattered and torn
Can serve you better

Tattered and torn
In the blink of an eye
Tattered and torn
In the space of a second
Tattered and torn
Open my wrists
Tattered and torn
Give me my lessons

Tearing myself apart
From the things that make me hurt!

8. Frail Limb Nursery

What about the boy?

She lay as though she were in a trance,
With her long eyelashes fluttering like she was dreaming
She said to him "I lie beyond the sea" and then,
All of a sudden her head dipped back and she vanished
Gone, gone without a trace
Gone
She's never coming back,
Do you know what it's like to live with that?
No one knows what it's like
The only one who knew me, gone

I know what you want, I can give it to you

I'm so tired... Tired and hungry... Tired...
Have you ever seen heaven?

9. Punity

Maze – psychopathic daze – I create this waste
Back away from tangents, on the verge of drastic
Ways – can't escape this place – I deny your face
Sweat gets in my eyes, I think I'm slowly dying

Put me in a homemade cellar
Put me in a hole for shelter
Someone hear me please, all I see is hate
I can hardly breathe, and I can hardly take it

Hands on my face overbearing
I can't get out
Hands on my face overbearing
I can't get out

Lost – ran at my own cost – fearing laughter, scoffed
Learning from the rush, detached from such and such
Bleak – all around me, weak – listening, incomplete
I am not a dog, but I'm the one you're dogging

I am in a buried kennel
I have never felt so final
Someone find me please, losing all reserve
I am fucking gone, I think I'm fucking dying

Hands on my face overbearing
I can't get out
Hands on my face overbearing
I can't get out

You all stare, but you'll never see
There is something inside me
You all stare, but you'll never see
There is something inside me
You all stare, but you'll never see
There is something inside me
You all stare, but you'll never see
There's something in you I despise

Cut me – show me – enter – I am
Willing and able and never any danger to myself
Knowledge in my pain, knowledge in my pain
Or was my tolerance a phase?
Empathy, out of my way
I can't die
I can't die
I can't die
I can't – die

You all stare, but you'll never see
There is something inside me
You all stare, but you'll never see
There is something inside me
You all stare, but you'll never see
There is something inside me
You all stare, but you'll never see
There's something in you I despise
Despise, despise, purity

Purity
Purity
Purity
Purity
Purity
Purity
Purity

10. Liberate

Liberate...My madness!
(One of me, all of you)
Liberate...My madness!
I just want to
Liberate...My madness!
(One of me, all of you)
Liberate...My madness!

Section off myself
Put a wall up, what the hell have I done?
Keep the dog at bay, survive by saving me!
Values in the game
Not a fuck-up, not a part of your lie
I am one, I am all – I'm above and beyond!

Stand off of the shit
Back off or I'll spit
So soft, you forget
(Your garbage in is garbage out)
You just don't give a shit
I won't benefit
Get off, get on this
(Your garbage in is garbage out)

Liberate my madness

Liberate...My madness!
(One of me, all of you)
Liberate...My madness!
I just want to
Liberate...My madness!
(One of me, all of you)
Liberate...My madness!

I am not ashamed
What is vital, isn't always humane
You can't break in vain
But you can't break away!
Even in my face
Lotta bullshit, not alotta the truth
I can't see from here
But I can smell your fear!

Back off of the shit
Stand off or I'll spit
So soft, you forget
(Your garbage in is garbage out)
You just don't give a shit
I won't benefit
Get off, get on this
(Your garbage in is garbage out)

Saved – You're such a slave – I don't expect a name
You don't care – I wasn't witness
I can't be a part of a system such as this
Hard eyes – Glow right – In my – Darkness – Again
With the sickness, renegade sisters, blisters
Salivate, litigate, liberate, madness, sadness
Fuck this – How long have I had this?
I don't need this – Outta my business!
Insert, engage, betrayed, my God!

Fraud!
Fraud!
Fraud!

Liberate...My madness!
Liberate...My madness!
I just want to
Liberate...My madness!
Liberate...My madness!

11. Prosthetics

Even if you run
I will find you
I decided I want you
Now I know
I need
If you can't be bought, tougher than I thought
Keep in mind I am with you
Never left out fate, can't concentrate
Even if you run.

You will be mine.
Oh, fucking you will be mine.
Oh, fucking you will be mine.
Oh, fucking you will be mine.

I found you
Leaning out of an open window
You laughed, our fingers clenched
Too perfect, far too careless
I couldn't help myself I just took you.

Damn it man I knew it was a mistake.
Damn it man I knew it was a mistake.
Damn it man I knew it was a mistake.
Damn it man I knew it was a mistake.
(You brought it outta me) Mistake.
(You brought it outta me) Mistake.
(You brought it outta me) Mistake.
(You brought it outta me) Mistake.

Better make yourself at home
You're here to stay
You won't bother me
If you let me bother you
All the doors are locked, all the windows shut
Keep in mind I watch you
Never leave my side, never leave me, fucker
Even if you run.

What the fuck is different, man?
I can't believe I'm doing this.
What the fuck is different, man?
I can't believe I'm doing this.
What the fuck is different, man?
I can't believe I'm doing this.
What the fuck is different, man?
I can't believe I'm doing this.
What the fuck is different?
I can't believe I'm doing this.
What the fuck is different?
I can't believe I'm doing this.
What the fuck is different?
I can't believe I'm doing this.
What the fuck is different?
I can't believe I'm doing this.

Man I knew it was a mistake.
Damn it man I knew it was a mistake.
Damn it man I knew it was a mistake.
Damn it man I knew it was a mistake.
(You brought it outta me) Mistake.
(You brought it outta me) Mistake.
(You brought it outta me) Mistake.
(You brought it outta me).

12. No Life

My freedom is best
Whole country's on house arrest
And everyone's a suspect
You can't feel the flow because you died
Face down on a suicide
The muthafucker's on self-destruct
Nobody guarding your back, it's all a front
Save this!
My rage is bliss!
I'm taking names and getting pissed!

Where's Chuck D when you need him?
You ain't shit, just a puddle on the bed spread
The maniac psycho
Cool J screamed the shit
But I still can't believe it
Man, it's funny that you scare me so
Just enough to fuck me up again and again
Hard life is hard as hell
Better back the fuck on up
'Cause this is

No kind of life!
This is no kind of life!
I've got to get out!
It's no kind of life!
This is no kind of life!
You can't blame me!

Can't be real no more
Your mask is skin and bone
Savor every flavor you got cause it's not your own
"Bad ass, my bad" man
Forget about the battle, it's the war we gotta win
Breathe! Amer-cult, Breathe! One more Seethe!
Freak like you gotta pair
Won't be my fault
When you're painted in the corner of a no-good life
This is

No kind of life!
This is no kind of life!
I've got to get out!
It's no kind of life!
This is no kind of life!
You can't blame me!

I can't remember, I don't understand
Is it malice that makes you this way?
Carry it with you 'til someone forgives you
I laugh cause there's nothing to say
You can't begin to consider the
Palpable hate in the air when you're here
None of us wonder what weather you're under
You're making it perfectly clear!

Lights ain't on
Shit ain't right
Never had peace but I gotta fight
Can you look in my eyes when my back's against the wall?
Slash at my eyes, surprise, you'll never get me
You're all reality and sound bites
And the freedom is never in plain sight
The feelings, the question, the price is too human
For fucking sake
This is

No kind of life!
This is no kind of life!
I've got to get out!
This is no kind of life!
This is no kind of life!
You can't blame me!
I can't be
I can't be
I can't be blamed!

13. Diluted

I'm cold, I'm ugly
I'm always confused by everything
I can stare into a thousand eyes
But every smile hides a bold-faced lie

It itches, it seethes, it festers and breathes
My heros are dead, they died in my head
Thin out the herd, squeeze out the pain
Something inside me has opened up again

Thoughts of me exemplified
All the little flaws I have denied
Forget today, forget whatever happened
Everyday I see a little more of overall deficiencies
I'm nothing short of being one complete catastrophe

What the hell – Did I – Do to deserve – All of this?
What the hell – Did I – Do to deserve – All of this?

I save all the bullets from ignorant minds
Your insults get stuck in my teeth as they grind
Way past good taste, on our way to bad omens
I decrease, while my symptoms increase

God what the fuck is wrong?
You act like you knew it all along
Your timing sucks, your silence is a blessing
All I ever wanted out of you was
Something you could never be
Now take a real good look at
What you've fucking done to me

What the hell – Did I – Do to deserve – All of this?
What the hell – Did I – Do to deserve – All of this?

Gimme any reason why I'd need you
Gimme any reason why I'd need you
Gimme any reason why I'd need you
Gimme any reason not to fuck you up
Gimme any reason why I'd need you
Gimme any reason why I'd need you
Gimme any reason why I'd need you
Gimme any reason not to fuck you up

I see you in me
I see you in me
I see you in me
I see you in me
I see you in me
I see you in me
I see you in me
I see you in me

I keep my scars from prying eyes
Incapable of ever knowing why
Somebody breathe, I've got to have an answer
Why am I so fascinated by
Bigger pictures, better things?
But I don't care what you think
You'll never understand

What the hell – Did I – Do to deserve – All of this?
What the hell – Did I – Do to deserve – All of this?
What the hell – Did I – Do to deserve – All of this?
What the hell – Did I – Do to deserve – All of this?

Fuck!

14. Only One

Pain! – Made to order
Pain! – Made to order
Pain! – Made to order
Pain!

I'm not the second coming, I'm the first wave
Better get an army, 'cause the fire left me unscathed
You betcha bottom dollar I'm the top of the shit pile
So stick around 'cause I'll get to you in just a few
Step off the achtung, get back or get stung
Idiotic sense of yourself, are you that dumb?
Entire legion of me, totalitarian
The one and only muthafucka, top of the world man
'Cause I can't stand it, planned it, gonna crash land it
In other words, consider me branded
Another version of me, another version of you
Both barrels – What you gonna do?

All I hear is human noise
You made your own fucking choice
I belong to only me
Silence for my revelry

I can only die over time
Filthy hands, stay away from mine
Every reason is a right to hate
Painful clutch – Death is fine, gimme mine

Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away

Somebody explain this
You don't care 'cause you don't exist
What the fuck is this another joke?
Reckoning!

Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away

15. Scissors

I play doctor for five minutes flat
Before I cut my heart open and let the air out
Three bugs, a pound of dust
Some wind spilled before me
In the strangest manner that had
Broke away my tear spout

As I lie there
With my tongue spread wide open
A black widow had offered me
A sweetheart tube
As I injected
The candy heart that I selected
She said don't hesitate
Just do what you have to do to mate

It's hard to stay between the lines of skin
Just 'cause I have nerves, don't mean that I can feel
I wasn't very much fun to be with anyway
Just let the blood run red 'cause I can't feel

It's hard to stay between the lines of skin
Just 'cause I have nerves, don't mean that I can feel
I wasn't very much fun to be with anyway
Just let the blood run red 'cause I can't feel

Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time...It's time

Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time...It's time

Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time...It's time

Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time...It's time

Biding...
Biding...
Biding...
Biding...

Someone in behind me
Someone inside me
Everyone against me
Everyone beside me
Calling away the pieces
Scratching away the absence

One more, two more, everyone once more
One more, two more, everyone once more

Inside the faces that I hide from you
I want to see you splayed before me
You are the only one that I would rather see...
Before me

You want it, you need it
You want it, you need it
You want it, you need it
You want it, you need it
Don't lie

I die, you lie
I lie, oh why
I don't want you to pay anyone When I die
I wanna die
I'd rather die
I wanna die
You purge
You burn
You purge
I don't – need – you – any-more
I don't – need – you

No time, no time
No time, no time
No time, no time
No time, no time
No time, no time
No time, no time