1. Still Alive

To be confronted with the death
introduced himself as my destiny
he didn?t reach out the hand for me
although my breath went away

I saw his nasty sneer
you couldn?t overlook that he enjoyed his work
for all the stolen souls i felt no pity
cause for me there was no loss

the pain in heart and head
to add sorrow his speciality
justice is a word he is not familiar with

since he crossed my path
he took away all what was important for me
only silence and loneliness was left
even my soul was taken away

when I finally opened my eyes
there were beads of sweat on my forehead

2. My Own Coffin

Is it the calm before the storm
all sound is consumed
disappeared in the dark of the night
banished into the past for good

an unwanted kind of quietness
there falls a deep silence I never heard
even if i'm concentrating
not even the heart is possible to hear

suddenly awake from a deep dream
intimate voices from familiar mouths
if you listen to the music you can hear the sound of sorrow
dedicated to the memory of mine

it is the end of existence
a frame house for my own
if I achieved something in my life
spoken voices let me know

3. Obtuse

Missing voice the instrument of conversation
missing hands beyond the means to show sign language
missing ears no chance to hear
eyes too blind to see

but that's no reason at all
the stupidity of this age will slowly come
fire the exploder of egoism
sharing sorrow will never be possible

customs of past will be changed
existing life forgotten and dead
buried in the deepest of all

I wonder if they will ever find the grave
no possibilities to stop time
show me the knight of no mercy
is he a legend or were we always the same

jesus not the man i meant
it's quite simple it's called the human race
I'd enjoy missing the facts of this case
the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak

4. Ignore The Truth

Is it foolery we drifted by
or pure blatant egoism
all the years being engaged by the same shit
to temper the wind to the shorn lamb

to know what happened all these years
the reason of my splitting headache
words like a snakes tongue
calm as a lake

hatred unable to imitate
to respect that what's most important
deeds like the knifes blade

tell the reason why
racked with pain because the truth is told
are those walls intact or will they break
the answer a mental defect

the time will show us the way
swung the knifes blade
known for a long time but never found the courage
it's time to take control

5. Hallucination

You stuck to me like a plague
the bump of the pest you could have been
spread and spin your net
stuck and imprisoned in the spell of voodoo

disgusting stench from down the cave
this breeze will derange my thoughts
all this effort in vain
the tower of might wages reward

this game too long wasted time
to be my own master i'm prepared
normal but not sure what it is
only seeing one face in the mirror

stumbling like a child
the air of life equal
pleasing but not begging and not praying
to let what is just mine

the shadow not caused by the sun
he recognised and asked the question
if he stays or lets loose
for an answer i'm still waiting

6. Hope Of Salvation

Good humans don?t have themselves under control
stranded at the end of the earth disk
is it over the fall into the black abyss
or did you expect in vain the push of peace

confused and helpless like a child
the attempt to conceal hate and tears
you?re trembling on life's tight rope
can?t hold yourself with your imaginary stays

contrary your feeling of necessity
you badly hurt your own blood
the way leads towards death
a portrayal of your own breed

as often as the hand will turn
what is will never decay
coagulated are the veins of time
pale and fragile are your stays

hope for forgiveness
apology for unusual thoughts
concerns both of you
one in the past the other in the future

even when your faith doesn?t exist
in that what which is written
you hope to reach what you call
what you call destiny

7. Mirrow Of The Thoughts

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8. Draw A Conclusion

In the long run it will be hard enough
to overcome oneself
to present the true reality
experienced years you will never forget

draw a conclusion your own decision
it was not easy to show the thoughts
fear will be removed by revelation
you had no choice the future already planed a long time before

look back and you will see
the goal you set yourself exeeded all expectations
that was only possible with ambition and patience
to solve the problems step by step

once we traveled side by side
now you are gone walking your own way
but it?s not over not until the last track dissappears in the sand
it?s a sign of running time

9. True To Form

For such a long and nice time
everything was like heaven to me
I didn't know we approached to a line
cause everything was like heaven to me

things were said that made me strong
strengthening this bond of twosomeness
no question no doubt to whom we belonged
in this period of absolute carefreeness

this profund sadness
never experienced before
like sissiphus a mental death
true to form the flight's the cause

within a little while everything changed
due to reasons I could never understand
turning away left me back almost insaned
due to reasons I could never understand

once in love now too close to hate
my soul torn appart again every fuckin day
neglected to fight as promissed before
torn appart my ease again every fuckin day

how shall I ever understand what's happened
how to explain to be abandoned now
life is confronting me with its challenges
how to understand to be abandoned now

10. Thirst Of Knowledge

Swung the hammer of fate
in the chamber went dark before
your eyes although the light still burnt
hoped for the call of your life

to flow by with every record
the most important I take
steal before your eyes
knowledge the thirst for knowledge

swung the hammer of fate
in the chamber went dark before
your eyes although the light still burnt
hoped for the call of your life

to flow by with every record
the most important I take
steal before your eyes
knowledge the thirst for knowledge

11. Perishing Blind

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