1. Aeternum Tormentum

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2. Through The Gates Of Heaven

Somewhere forsaken
From light and darkness
I'm waiting for my last dawn

Maybe the last hopes are falling
My hands are shaking
There is no time to cry

There's no escape
Forced by madness
To live needlessly

I'll disappear
Without a trace
On the road alone

I'd like to see a new dawn
Away from this place
Or try to fly through the gates of Heaven
I'd like to see a new dawn
Away from this place
Or be carried on the wings of madness

Everything is burning
In these wasted lands
It's time to run away

Suddenly I feel a sensation
My breath is increasing
The sickness is killing me

I'll disappear
Without a trace
On the road alone

I'd like to see a new dawn
Away from this place
Or try to fly through the gates of Heaven
I'd like to see a new dawn
Away from this place
Or be carried on the wings of madness

3. Shadows Of The Past

He sits alone speaking aloud
With ghosts in his mind
Who are shining and wandering in the dark
They rejoice to see him dying
Their cries of delight are blind
Their presence needs to be kept apart

This is the end of a man
Who doesn't understand
That his world is untrue

Sorrow in his voice
Sorrow in his eyes
In his head only black noise
Sorrow without any light
Sorrow without any fight
Craziness wins over tonight

Too many shadows of the past
Hidden behind the sky
Of his soul full of leaden colored clouds
For too long he has thought he could
Run away from pain
He surrenders to his madness and slowly falls

This is the end of a man
Who doesn't understand
That his world is untrue
New names every day, every day wrong thought
Ever increasing nightmare
He remains alone

Sorrow in his voice
Sorrow in his eyes
In his head only black noise
Sorrow without any light
Sorrow without any fight
Craziness wins over tonight

4. Neverland

Between thoughts and nightmares
I am here now
Around me distant voices
Maybe now I understand

Wasted lands
Burning sands
Why the fucking hell
I'm here in Neverland...

No one has been here before
I'm in the middle of nowhere
Guided by a dream
Come true
I'm feeling empty and I'm sure
I feel grief everywhere
But I feel I'm close
To the truth

Through these clouds of darkness
I'm searching for my way
And no one can save me
I try to free me from myself

Wasted lands
Burning sands
Why the fucking hell
I'm here in Neverland...

No one has been here before
I'm in the middle of nowhere
Guided by a dream
Come true
I'm feeling empty and I'm sure
I feel grief everywhere
But I feel I'm close
To the truth

No one has been here before
Guided by a dream
Come true

5. Waiting For

I walk along this long dark path
Flash of strobe lights
Show me what I have around

I hear a melody
It's a voice calling me
Where it comes from?
I cannot see

Perhaps this voice is my creation
Between bare trees and thick trees

Where are you now?
I wander endlessly to find you
Where are you now?
I spent my life waiting for you...
Waiting for

I turn myself and I see a path
That wasn't there before
It will be a shortcut
To get you, I know

I go through this way
But I could roam forever
I just have to go back
Muse, I'll never find you

Perhaps this voice is my creation
Between bare trees and thick trees
But at least this gives me a great sensation
I don't know why I follow it

Where are you now?
I wander endlessly to find you
Where are you now?
I spent my life waiting for you...
Waiting for

6. The Fallen Angel

In a winter dream
Out of reality
While you're sleeping by my side

I need to listen
The only words
That you never said

Out of this space
Far from demons and flames
I'll live in your mind

Was it luck or fate?
You're the fallen angel for me

Maybe I didn't know
That I've lived my life for you

As a lightning through the sky
You show me the truth
And now I'm only afraid

Tell me where I'll go?
Alone
I'll try to find a way
To see you once more

And I wonder if that's right or wrong
To follow you till the end of time
My fallen angel

7. Journey To Infinity

In the heart of the night
Under this starry sky
So bright

After having lost my mind
I found the source of my life

You're real now
Come down from Heaven to Earth
Carry me with you
I'd like to live by your side

As a beam of light
Through the sky
Now in my life there is a split between dream and reality
I will go against the tide
To tell you how I care for you

Now that I've found my love
I'd like to walk together
On this journey to infinity

I feel that something has changed
As a stream of emotions
For all your kisses I died
This is the secret of love

You're real now
Come down from Heaven to Earth
Carry me with you
I'd like to live by your side

As a beam of light
Through the sky
Now in my life there is a split between dream and reality
I will go against the tide
To tell you how I care for you

8. Like A Memory

Another day
Is dying in my mind
You are so cold
But I'm searching for
The light that lives in your heart
Like a memory
That never goes away

Tell me now
What are you looking for?
Please don't care
One day we'll fly
Again
In a shiny moonlight
To the Heaven

What is surrounding me?
I see your lips don't move
And follow your hollow voice
I know that I have no choice

Lost in this pain
I pray... and I cry
This love is my own mistake

I'm losing faith
Across your icy eyes
What can I do now?
The tears don't fall
Tonight
Look at me don't cry
'Cause the time goes by
But for blind love

What is surrounding me?
I see your lips don't move
And follow your hollow voice
I know that I have no choice

Lost in this pain
I pray... and I cry
This love is my own mistake

You are so cold
But I'm looking for
The light in your heart
Like a memory

9. Secret Words

For so many days
I have been trying to escape
From this nightmare

Running through the streets
My fears are becoming real
Inside of me

Time was running
Legs were shaking
I stopped and screamed again

What's the point in waiting?
I will reach the abyss

Falling rain is purifying my soul

I leave my feelings
I've to fight devils without fear
Hide my plans
Into the silence of secret words

Through the sky
I will try to fly
Without my soul

In the light
A shooting star
Is fading away

Through this black clouds
I leave my last shades
And I'm so fine
I'm just waiting for
The death and I'm sure that

Falling rain is purifying my soul

I leave my feelings
I've to fight devils without fear
Hide my plans
Into the silence of secret words

10. Portrait Of My Last Dream

If I open my eyes
While your light is going away
I'll see a world of lies
Until you're not here
The time will never come
To say goodbye

I've never thought
That for too long
I'd have lived in a different world
As a chained man

Many voices are floating in this room
As whispers around my head
That will last forever

A silent scream
Is calling my name
I seem to recognize
This sweet melody

It's you I'm sure
My unearthly love
But you're just a portrait
Of my last dream

If I open my eyes
When your light is going away
I'll see a world of lies

My unearthly love
You're just a portrait
Of my last dream

11. Last Desire

I try to follow my dreams
Time is against me
While I close my eyes
Your face comes back in my memory

During the last days
I wonder why you're not here
I'll never lose your shade
Even in a thousand years

Inside me
There is a maze
Don't you remember
The right way

Every time I feel you
You're like an angel
Every time I see you
My heart burns again
Maybe I could wait for you
My last desire
Look at me
I walk by your side
By your side

I'm walking towards to you
Your eyes light my way
I felt you're by my side
And I missed you again

Living in a dream
I believe we can live together
Too many words are lost
And we'll go away forever

Come with me
Don't be afraid
Take my hand
And fly away

Every time I feel you
You're like an angel
Every time I see you
My heart burns again
Maybe I could wait for you
My last desire
Look at me
I walk by your side
By your side

Come with me
Don't be afraid
Take my hand
And fly away

Maybe I could wait for you
My last desire
Look at me
I walk by your side
By your side

12. Eternal Life

Sorrow knocked at my door, but I was afraid
Ambition called to me, but I dreaded the chances
And now I know that we must lift the said
And catch the winds of destiny
Wherever they drive the boat
To put meanings in one's life may end in madness...

All along I've been hunted
By an adverse fate
That made my life a truly hell

More and more entrapped in myself
I have tried to escape
And now I've found the only way

I wonder where is the hand
that will cut the thread

All of a sudden a shiver ran through my body
As the sky split by a lightning
In a winter night
All of a sudden my spirit left my body
A light
Is leading me
To eternal life

Lost in time
You will find the only reason to live...
Beyond the stars

Forever you will fight
Between darkness and light
But tonight you have to die

I wonder where is the hand
That will cut the thread

All of a sudden a shiver ran through my body
As the sky split by a lightning
In a winter night
All of a sudden my spirit left my body
A light
Is leading me
To eternal life

Looking from above
What remains of my past
Everything is clearer but it's too late now

I can't make up for my mistakes
Figment of a madman's mind
I must lift the sail and catch the winds of destiny

Observing from above
What remains of my past
Everything is clearer but it's too late now

I wonder where is the hand
That will cut the thread

All of a sudden a shiver ran through my body
As the sky split by a lightning
In a winter night
All of a sudden my spirit left my body
A light
Is leading me
To eternal life

13. Last Desire (Acoustic Version)

I try to follow my dreams
Time is against me
While I close my eyes
Your face comes back in my memory

During the last days
I wonder why you're not here
I'll never lose your shade
Even in a thousand years

Inside me
There is a maze
Don't you remember
The right way

Every time I feel you
You're like an angel
Every time I see you
My heart burns again
Maybe I could wait for you
My last desire
Look at me
I walk by your side
By your side

I'm walking towards to you
Your eyes light my way
I felt you're by my side
And I missed you again

Living in a dream
I believe we can live together
Too many words are lost
And we'll go away forever

Come with me
Don't be afraid
Take my hand
And fly away

Every time I feel you
You're like an angel
Every time I see you
My heart burns again
Maybe I could wait for you
My last desire
Look at me
I walk by your side
By your side

Come with me
Don't be afraid
Take my hand
And fly away

Maybe I could wait for you
My last desire
Look at me
I walk by your side
By your side