1. Yearly Dying
Find myself in a state
that always appears this time of year
Feels like I'm in a dark muddy hole
Where everything seems to far
Baby, maybe-time to go
Baby, baby-make me warm
I know, you know-something's wrong
Baby, maybe time to go...
Weakness... Concentrate...
I'm too cold to wanna reach anything
Grab my pen without strength
Alcohol becomes my saviour
Baby, maybe-time to go
Baby, baby-make me warm
I know, you know-something's wrong
Baby, maybe time to go home...
Rain... Falling outside...
Memories flashing behind my frightened eyes
safe from harm... Harmony
ease my head with another one
2. Pelekas
Here I am, standing in the middle
of her heart
A year has gone by since I last
kissed her love
Yeah, I'm standing with my beloved beer
as the same feelings rush
I'm back to where life is life-Pelekas
I see another familiar face-it's Patric
Who I know won't have a shower
until he's on the boat
My three soft singin' English birds
are now four
And Cactus Marguerita my friend
Queen of it all
Yeah, I'mdown here again
To get drunk with my friends
Yeah, I'm back here again
And I'm filled to the brim with love...
3. The Space Inbetween
Cold as a moon
Too late to turn now
Pictured this day
so differently
Both sides of hope...
But the space inbetween
is filling us an uncomfortable mood
Sorry... said the you think voice inside
But I don't think you will find it
How long do you think you'll keep it up?
(Well, I don't think you'll find it...)
A little conversation, maybe?
A different outflow of our minds
Happy faces, anyone
Insecurity... Shine through
4. If This Is All
Woke up this morning from a wonderful dream
A dream about a beatiful land where I could breathe
The only thing I wanted was to go back to sleep
and dream all day long... I was feeling rather down
If this is all...
I dream all day long about having it all
of being rich and famous and doing what I want
I don't think it'll solve all my problems...
You know it's only money, but lot's of fun
If this is all...
I don't want to stay!
Don't want to stay... Take me to another place
5. Under Silence
See days dawn under silence
Eyes cautiously
follow face expressions
Well it's easy to live in a lie
but I guess it will be hard
to die with that wisdom
Bleeding, running blind
Dark meat rise
Eternal, the possible
Frozen under silence
It shines constantly
inside the slaughterhouse
And from here I look out
Under silence
6. Magnificient Obsession
Who said death must be sad?
Let's go together, take my hand
Don't call me mad now 'cos I said so
I'll carry you across the deep black river
And as I lay you down
on the fresh green grass
I'll kiss your bloodred lips...
You know when night turns to day
and your head feels tired 'n heavy
When black and white emotions
turn to boring grey
We're together now and forever
we won't come back, no never
We're together now and forever
we won't come back... No...
7. Blind Mountain
Come on winter feed me with your darkness
you know I've felt like this before
Loneliness is my only friend now
and this bottle of cheap red wine
Deep are the wounds that push me away
deep are the rivers that run through my soul
Bittersweet are my memories
of the one that got away... yeah
Innervisions bleed through my eyes
Look at me I'm dying for you
And all this time we'd borrow, beg and steal
to feel real... Living lies
8. Nowhere To Go
Feel betrayed,...as I sit here cold and tired
It seems that what I valued before
has been eaten cold by a ghost
Deeds, what's to gain here
I want to kill myself
but I ain't got the guts... yet
Ice cold, even the smoke cuts cold
Mother, father, brother, sister
you don't understand me
'cos how could you...
When I can't
You bastards
Blind laughters I miss my home
Sick, feel sick
can't eat more of your shit
You are a decieving liar
and I am a mistrusting fire
Nowhere to go but home
9. Sour Stains
When the day is over
and I've fed my kama
When "...the wind cries Mary"
..Lingers on
Feels like I'm walking in water
anguished water
With twisted emotions
I drink my wine
When th eday is over
I feel confused mum
Wish I could be happy
wish I could put trust in love
Red wine on my tongue
good feelings linger on
I kiss the naked wind of love
with sour stains on my heart
When the day is over
and I've fed my kama
Fear sneaks up on me
wondering who am I
10. If You Should Leave
Baby, will you hold my hand
my head is haunted
I feel that the worst is to come
Oh baby warm me
Maybe if you hold me tight
I will be alright
I feel that my life is running out
Oh baby love me
Gone insane...
I remember how it all went away
And if you should leave me here alone now
I will open the door to the end...
so I won't be left again
Heal me, will you heal my wounds
I need your love babe
Even if you don't know me yet
believe I love you
Guide me, will you lead me through
the hungry forest
I know if we pull it through
love will bloom