1. Carpe DiEnd

(intro)

2. The Evil In Me

I don't know why
But deep inside I wish you die
The lashing rain
Whips my face, hides the tears in my eyes

What have I done?
There is blood on my hands and my memory's gone
In hatred I cry
All was black for a while

I lost control
I lost my mind
And all that is human in me
My conscience was blind

I never wanted this to happen
In shame, my backs against the wall
I see myself from outside my body
The evil in me

You had your chance
To step away, to leave me alone
But you had to cross the limit
Unleashing my wrath

I tried so hard
To keep it inside me but I was not strong
Enough to control it
All was black to my eyes!

I lost control
I lost my mind
And all that is human in me
My conscience was blind

I never wanted this to happen
In shame, my backs against the wall
I see myself from outside my body
The evil in me

3. I Keep Falling

Lost in this darkened cold world, here I am
Once again in my dreams, I am astray
Demonic spirits call from far away
Hypnotic voices – I keep on failing

A swirl of illuminated dust, a caress of fear
Spinning fast, I cannot breathe – strobe lightning
I am scared

Am I in hell or dreaming
Lost to this world of heathens
Or will I wake up screaming
Still afraid and crying
I feel no pain, I'm bleeding
I drown in blood, still breathing
Must be a sign I dream and I keep on falling!

Enigmatic, elusive state of mind, all so unreal
Even for a dream
Fire, ice, in perfect harmony, dusk and dawn combined
No sense of time

4. Holy Is Evil

A wise man once said
Follow me into the light
A reward for all who walks my way

Worship my name, hold my scepter high
Live by my word, never sin, never lie
Wear my mark both in dark and in light
Part from my path, and by god you will die

Salvation lies within obedient – devotion
No second chance to attain deliverance

I am life and I am light
Walk with me or rot in hell
Give you shelter through the sleepless nights
I'm the guide when you're astray
For as long as you obey
I give you solace for the pain I've caused

Holy is evil

A wise man once said
To the world, I am the light
Follow me to find the light of life

I do only good, I end lives, make you cry
The reason for war and you can't ask me why
Cherish your faith, my infinite lie
Part from my path, and by god you will die

Salvation lies within obedient – devotion
No second chance to attain deliverance

I am life and I am light
Walk with me or rot in hell
Give you shelter through the sleepless nights
I'm the guide when you're astray
For as long as you obey
I give you solace for the pain I've caused

5. Perpetual Solitude

Agony drowns in remorse
You long for your past
All acts of injustice, your twisted mind
How could you have been so blind

You saw nothing else but yourself – wallow in greed
An egoistic streak, indifferent to our needs

No! You will never be forgiven
Unless you break the spell upon us
You will never be forgiven
Unless you break the chains and set us free!

A million tears in a river of shame
Condemned, perpetual solitude
Anguish – yesterday still haunts you
Soliloquy – you are your only friend

You saw nothing else but yourself – wallow in greed
An egoistic streak, indifferent to our needs

No! You will never be forgiven
Unless you break the spell upon us
You will never be forgiven
Unless you break the chains and set us free!

6. For Whom I Bleed?

Will you ever show the world who you really are, in flesh and blood?
And reveal the reason for keeping us in the dark?
Why oh why this secrecy, shed me some light, let me know
Grant me the wisdom tell me why and for whom

For whom I bleed?
Is it all for nothing – bleed!
For whom I bleed?
Is it all in vain – bleed!

Mankind is kneeling, they bow their heads in respect – or is it fear
Of the holy ghost who's in heaven biding his time in fear the past?
Two thousand year sins and mistakes are not for us to redeem and regret
Grant me the wisdom tell me why and for whom

For whom I bleed?
Is it all for nothing – bleed!
For whom I bleed?
Is it all in vain – bleed!

7. Angels

Cold shivers creeping down my spine
Black serpent, spewed from hell
Unholy – undivine
I'm paralyzed

Crawls like a venomous river, embracing my soul
Detestable – unbearable
No strength, lack of control
My life is fading away

My god, where are you now?
This can't be my fate
Did I in some way fail you?
Please save me from hate

I pray for redemption

I hear angels call my name
A distant light so warm
I hear angels sing for me
A chime so beautiful... "Total darkness"

In mist I wander, I strive for the light
So distance no decrease
Keep walking, cannot reach
The other side!

Malicious demon are pulling me down
All faceless, all shapeless
Unleashed, the devils hounds
My life is fading away

My god, where are you now?
This can't be my fate
Did I in some way fail you?
Please save me from hate

I pray for redemption

8. Entrance To Heaven Denied

As I walk through the valley of fallen souls
Once alive living in hope
In hope of an afterlife without remorse
Among the angels of ehaven, the glory of god's abode

But as their last day finally came
Awaiting their judgement at heaven's gate
The voice of god said – entrance to heaven denied

Entrance to heaven denied

And as I wander the path of life
Looking for answers to make things clear
How to live my life, to partake the divine light
To avoid the chains of ice and crimson skies

So when my last day is finally here
Awaiting their judgement at heaven's gate
The voice of god said – entrance to heaven denied

Entrance to heaven denied
In hell I wander, lost and alone

Entrance to heaven denied

As I walk through the valley of fallen souls
Once alive living in hope...

9. Crawl

Crawl, filthy mortal
Kneel before my greatness
Back from the dark
Claim the souls of the faithless

You are nothing to me
No point resisting my supremacy
My superior strength
A million year legacy

I spread my wings so black and worn
Steeped in blood
I let my anger flow, spiteful, vicious

I know, I feel
Your fear inside of me
My scars will never heal
For my sin I will forever bleed

Once I was the morningstar
An angel, most beautiful of all
I was proud and jealous?
No, not at all!!...
I was a menace to the power of god

I spread my wings so black and worn
Steeped in blood
I let my anger flow, spiteful, vicious

I know, I feel
Your fear inside of me
My scars will never heal
For my sin I will forever bleed

10. Never Again

My body hurts, indescribable pain
Hysterical my mind strives to find
A solution and something to blame
Helpless I try but it all remains the same

My heart is burning
Eternal flames
My soul is bleeding
Elusive pain

So hard to comprehend, I lost you my friend
Wish that I could turn back time
I will never see you again

My mind is spinning yet all is blank
Awake but dreaming, in a crowd yet alone
If things were different, would you still be gone?
In my dreams you remain, but gone by dawn

My heart is burning
Eternal flames
My soul is bleeding
Elusive pain

So hard to comprehend, I lost you my friend
Wish that I could turn back time
I will never see you again

11. Beyond The Light

By the edge of a dream
Lies the gate to the dead
Not heaven nor hell
Dimension in between
Ghosts of judgement dwell

One path of light
One path so cold, so dark

Beyond the light – lies the key, the way to live forever – in harmony
Beyond the dark – traverse the vast and fearful plains of hell – infernal

Beyond the gate to the edge of a dream
Two gates arise, one for truth and one for lies
"Prudence" all is not what it seems...

One path of light
One path so cold, so dark

Beyond the light – lies the key, the way to live forever – in harmony
Beyond the dark – traverse the vast and fearful plains of hell – infernal