1. Doris

It crushes me to know she's ignored
Through her I wrote these words for none
Show me who it is inside
Show me who I am inside

To give, to let give
Either way this blood will rise
To be just be
Your love is draining through my eyes

Temperate weather was never my bag
You knew it and threw us right into the trash
One of our own
Show me who it is inside
Show me who it is inside

To give, to let give
Either way this blood will rise
To be just be
Our blood is draining through my eyes

To fit in
This unfit world is the lie
Fit in
This unfit world is a lie

To give, to let give
To be just be
Our blood is draining through my eyes

Never be less

2. Silence

Here we are
Are we transparent
Fall into this dive with me
Hope is at digression
Anger at all cost

It takes nothing to see
just how still you can be

Silence
Breathing in pure fear
Silence
Death is all I fear

All you fucking

War berates us
The simplest heart beat connects us
Rivers all flow into the ocean
I will meet you at the bottom

It takes nothing to see
just how still you can be

Silence
Breathing in pure fear
Silence
Death is all right here

All you fucking do is complain

To hold head high
Ego must be low
To move ahead
You must let go

Silence
Breathing in pure fear
Silence
Death is all I hear
Silence
Death is all I hear
Silence
Death is all I hear

All you fucking do is complain

3. Listen

I will break you before I break myself
Such a waste of time of space of life
And I will destroy you before I destroy myself
Instinctually you'll learn to love yourself

So take me along through the torrential clouds
it's all constructed inside

So what is there to be afraid of
This place is tongue and cheek
It's all constructed inside
So learn to love me

Take me it's all constructed inside

So take me along through the torrential clouds
The perfect storm will never be good enough
Show me the torment
Constructed inside

I will break you before I break myself
Such a waste of time of space of life
And I will destroy you before I destroy myself
Instinctually you'll learn to love yourself

So take me along
It's all constructed inside
Constructed inside

So take me along through the torrential clouds
The perfect storm will never be good enough
Show me the torment
Constructed inside

I'll listen

4. Dying In A Red Room

Cold lazer eyes
Those longing glares
A subtle change of pace
A vibrance in the air
I'll be the breeze
That cools the heat

I'm dying through life
I'm living through death
I'm dying

Don't see past the shoes I wear on my feet
To see the humility in that
I couldn't help the laughter
The porcelain shatters
I'll be the breeze
That cools your heat

I'm dying through life
I'm living through death
I'm dying

I'll be your scapegoat
Scapegoat

I'm dying through life
I'm living through death
I'm dying

I'm dying
Dying

5. Hold Me Up, Hold Me Down

Get off my nerves or what's left of them
It shouldn't bother me so why does it?
I'm letting this happen
I'm letting this happen
Just haunt me gently so I can do no harm

I sit well in this cavernous place
Laughter is music to me
Chase me further
Chase me further
Rat race lost with all memory gone

Somebody
Hold me up
Hold me down

Somebody
Hold me up
Hold me down

People, shocking people
Hold me up
Hold me up

6. Run

Run

I'm sorry is something
That I'll never say
And I don't expect it from you
I want you to know how I'm doing and where I've been
Even though I already know
You know

I've been so cold

I hope you know how it feels to get away
I bet you know
I bet you know
Don't run away from me
I bet you know
How it feels to get away
I bet you know
I bet you know
Don't run away from me

Cause I'll run right towards you
and I will embrace you
in that you'll be there for me too
you were my friend
even in my imagination
you were my friend invisibly
a father's grip

I've been so cold

I hope you know
how it feels to get away
I bet you know
I bet you know
Don't run away from me
I bet you know
how it feels to get away
I bet you know
I bet you know
Don't run away from me

Don't run
Run
Don't run
Run

Don't run
Run
Run
Don't fucking run

I bet you know
how it feels to get away
I hope you know
I hope you know
Don't run away from me
I bet you know
how it feels to get away
I bet you know
I bet you know
Don't run away from me

7. The Zero

I can't wait to know how I die
I can't even think to listen
Everything expires sometimes before it's time
Now drift away

It makes no sense until it happens
Paint thrown on a masterpiece
Creates new canvas to mold
Creates new canvas to mold
Let it go is all you know

I am the yearning purging itself

I am in love with the emptiness
The zero brings us back to none
Need to exist to sell you pain
The zero brings us back to none

Hell is too good for us
Heaven is the electric chair
Balance the spectrums
Now drift away

I see the yearning purging itself

I am in love with the emptiness
The zero brings us back to none
Need to exist to sell you pain
The zero brings us back to none

So how do you hold on when your hands are tied

I am the yearning purging itself

I am in love with the emptiness
The zero brings us back to none
Need to exist to sell you pain
The zero brings us back to none

So how do you hold on when your hands are tied

So how do you hold on
When your hands are tied

8. Conformity

Disembodied whispers
Trickle in my ear
A gift through the shroud
To me this is disastrous
In retrospect I am disaster

Waining sounds in forests
I've grown to appreciate my disease
This is my torture
In the end we all have to sleep
all considered nothing's clear
What did I do to this

Conformity is the secret
Conformity saves us all

And all considered nothing's clear
What did I do to this?

Conformity is the secret
Conformity saves us all

9. Don't Be Careful, You Might Hurt Yourself

I have seen all your faces
Wherever the lights get dim it
all feels the same to me

You expect me to fail
So go ahead and choke me on down

What are these fucking restrictions
What are these fucking attempts
on my soul
We were always meant to circle
It is the only thing we know
It is the only thing we know

So go ahead and choke me on down
I am such a goddamned failure
Choke on this motherfucker
Choke
Choke on this motherfucker

Somehow it is safe to fail
Somehow it's so safe to fail

You must really love
to hope this face will fail
I don't want
to watch you doubt
this place to death

Let time
Let time
Let time stand still
Lower me
Lower me
Lower me down

Somehow it is safe to fail
Somehow it's so safe to fail

You must really love
to hope this face will fail
Let time stand still
I don't want
to watch you doubt
this place to death
Lower me down

Somehow it is safe to fail
Somehow it's so safe to fail

Lower me down