1. Deep Tears Of Tragedy
You are close to me but still I am left alone
This is my compulsive solicitude
Like a fading flower waiting for the rain to fall
I'm barely craving for salvation
Deep tears of tragedy
Show me the way
Deep tears of tragedy
The pain wont go away
I hear your heart, your soul
I sense the pain inside of you,
but still my mind feels no sympathy
The skies are clear
even though there's a storm inside my mind
I cannot force the rain to fall
I've been searching for an answer so long
(the answer lies in front of you)
Am I am left alone with my horrors?
I am torn asunder and nothing will solace me
(is equilibrium the key?)
Like a pestilence this loneliness drives me mad
Deep tears of tragedy
Show me the way
Deep tears of tragedy
Show me a way the pain won't come
Your agony hides you from a depressed entity
Yet hate seems like the only true reality
Deep tears of tragedy
Show me the way
Deep tears of tragedy
Show me a way the pain won't come
2. I Devour
The man with a hollow heart. His life was torn apart
Thus he takes devotion from the ones like you.
He will entwine you with illusions of love.
He will make you feel alive, for the first time in your life
The one addiction, your true affection
Hopeless hearts bleeding for his desire
Increasing sickness, unceasing weakness
This pitch black night is your compromise
The man with a blinded mind.
Felt love of the cruellest kind.
Thus he drains himself affection from the ones like you.
He will enfold you with delusions of lust.
He will make you feel things
you've never felt before in your life.
I beg forgiveness, you are my frailty
Beg forgiveness, beg for mercy
Fear me, fear my rage
I fear you already, make me fear more
I warn you, I will burn you
You burn me already, hurt me more
I am slowly dying
The one addiction, your true affection
Hopeless hearts bleeding for his desire
Increasing sickness, unceasing weakness
This pitch black night is your compromise
3. Excursion
Dark is the colour that weaves the midnight sky
It oppresses in it's beauty it seduces (the) chaste of life
Light is the colour to dress the lady of the snow
It's a white delight that easily is lost within the storm
How could ever these two be joined together at all:
Light and dark, the filth, the grace, the unborn grey is the cost
Fly through the starlight over all the frozen sky
All virtues and the lust, placed inside this downcast grace
Into the mists of dusk, through the shades of grey we fly
Bring me back my will to live, never let me go
Fly through the starlight over all the frozen sky
All virtues and the lust, placed inside this downcast grace
Into the mists of dusk, through the shades of grey we fly
Bring me back my will to live, never let me go
Fly through the starlight,
Over frozen sky
4. Black Roses
The time has frozen
all the moments are stolen
Everything seems so grey
and even silence is silent now
The black roses she gave me
I realised contradiction
The only one lying to me was me myself
No longer needed is for time to freeze
Those captured moments come back with the breeze
I am still alone and still I yearn forevermore
But I still feel the whispers from my heart
The yearning for something I lost so long ago
Didn't know what or where
Didn't know when or why
In silence we dwell from silence we come
From empty and fragile our answers derive
The black roses she gave me
I realised contradiction
The only one lying to me was me myself
No longer needed is for time to freeze
Those captured moments come back with the breeze
I am still alone and still I yearn forevermore
5. A Voice In The Dark
In the leafy shades of a wildwood,
reflections of a distant light
A tempting celestial song
calling into the light leading to the sky
Somber, so very intense, kneeling to the ground
Gripe the soil! It turns into dust.
Desperate fingers grasping, nothing.
Escaping the vision so horrid
Wandering through a meadow of grass
On the misty ground sits a raven
Staring silently in despise, it speaks:
Denizen of demons path, inhabitant of ground at last
Never fear the horned pact,
be a part in the immense essence of life!
We are the organ pipes of living frailty:
A voice in the dark, so strong yet so fragile
Now touch the serpent's tongue and feel a true relief!
The flower must wither, the flower must die
We are the organ pipes of living frailty:
A voice in the dark, so strong yet so fragile
Now touch the serpent's tongue and feel a true relief!
The flower must wither, the flower must die again
6. Foes Of The Sun
Far away from the sun in coldness of the north
Hear the wind sing her song,
withered widows weeping
Wedding of the moon and the stars
A funeral of light
The lands of no fear, yet no hope
A dance in the cold
The storm became us and we became the storm
We are the foes of the sun
Creatures with a temper so bold walk the rusty lands
Earth a mother, sun a father in the land of the auroras
Melodies of misery
Slow colours in the sky
Tears of the backwoods spruce
for the wounds that never heal
The storm became us and we became the storm
We are the foes of the sun
Let darkness be our guide
Let misery fill our souls
Our hearts are burning for the dusk and the dawn
Let darkness be our guide
Let misery fill our souls
Our hearts are burning for the dusk and the dawn
7. Phantasm
She feels a cold breeze,
at night, she hears distant cries.
She is just a child but still she knows
The girl in the mirror is not herself
Just a phantasm of death to become
These deep delusions are too grave for a child to bear
Thus all this trauma haunts her for life until the end.
She sees atrocious things,
at night, she perceives the fear in their minds.
She is just a child, but still she knows when it's time
The little boy running in the fields is not real
Just a burning soul of a soon dead one
These deep delusions are too grave for a child to bear
Thus all this trauma haunts her for life until the end.
These deep delusions are too grave for a child to bear
Thus all this trauma haunts her for life until the end.
Now she finally sees herself in the mirror: beauty lost.
The answer to mystery of her life, is now clear
death... death... death... death...
8. Born Of The Ground
Behind this veil of lies, among this squalor
Amid tears, I cry out, I know the truth
From my ghastly haven I watch the nightly sky
The crescent's eerie moonlight cloaks my livid face
Look at these chantries
With immense harness of ones fear
They obfuscate the truth
They think our eccentricity is detrimental
This decadent system disdains us as pariahs
Now we want to bestow our arcane knowledge
Now listen to these words and revel in pride
We've got to draw in
Those protean truths, they are all lies
This age-old knowledge will free us:
Out of this world we all came – Not from heavens
We belong to the ground – From dust to dust art we
All the nature is our mire – She shall not deceive
We are the existence – And the existence is us
Out of this world we all came – Not from heavens
We belong to the ground – From dust to dust art we
All the nature is our mire – She shall not deceive
We are the existence – And the existence is us
9. Bitter, Regressive
Floating silently through waters of grudge and gall
Waiting for the wind to come and deliver alleviation
Redeem my pride resentful mind
Kill my life bitter mind
Everlasting deed, obliged for this pride
Rushing through the storm diminishing a wish to die
Redeem my pride resentful mind
Kill my life resentful, bitter mind
Is it only a state of mind?
Or perhaps something more?
Redeem my pride resentful mind
Kill my life resentful, bitter mind
Kill me kill me!
Ohh break the circle bitter mind
10. Beyond Silence
Beyond silence, a beautiful darkness
Beyond silence, a beautiful darkness
Tacere!
11. Beautiful Darkness
Every night, this emptiness:
Yearning for something obscure.
Like spikes in roses my love is frail
When I saw you I knew – Cinderella in black.
My dark beauty
He saw you as the shadows slithered by
The ultimate sacrifice
He is willing to give up for you
Just come and embrace our sorrow
My dark beauty
Every time darkness falls
I am crying out for you.
These tears of desire, tears of distress,
True in all form, bleeding for you.
My dark beauty
He saw you as the shadows slithered by
The ultimate sacrifice
He is willing to give up for you
Just come and embrace our sorrow
The dim light sweeped her perfect form:
The girl with blackened locks.
The face of an angel fallen from grace:
Eyes witnessing the abhorrence
The beautiful darkness
My dark beauty
He saw you as the shadows slithered by
The ultimate sacrifice
He is willing to give up for you
Just come and embrace, just come and embrace
Just come and embrace our sorrow
12. Into Your Dreams
The snow comes falling down like your last tears of blood
Before the moment of faith
All I see is black as I drown into the flood of my thoughts.
Close your eyes
Just take me into to your world of dreams.
Don't think of this world.
See thru your soul
Where are you image of my life?
Just a frame in my memory?
I struggle onwards in this storm
I sink into the cold ground
I walk about for the last time
As the gates of life close before my eyes
Why can't it be so I could have the trust of a child, so blind
So I could go on living, still believing
Close your eyes
Just take me into to your world of dreams.
Don't think of this world.
See thru your soul
Where are you image of my life?
Just a frame in my memory?