1. Retracing Memories

Inside my prison cell looking back at my life
My bones they feel so cold
While all the blood is drying out in my veins

These walls are closing in
My chains they are unseen
My heart is covered with scars of betrayal
hopeless how can I live when I'm already dead
Scared of being alone can't reach the surface
I will drown again
I'm breathing the last breath
I'm taking the last step to the edge
My days are numbered
My time has come

I'm running out of time
In these days I will retrace my memories
I'm griefing again
until the end I cannot hide
All the things that drag me closer to the edge
There is only one more step to go
I am a lifeless shell
Hours pass like days
My flesh is growing old
Through all the years I've seen my world disappear

Trapped in a cage of unrest
There's no redeem
Prisoned and isolated
Silenced my screams

2. The Escape

Retrace my steps
From where you lost me
Hold the torch up high

It's your obligation to meet where I'm at
You will find salvations to date a life in lose

Search and erase me
Out of your memories
Just go on replace me
Step out of your misery

Untie my hands
Free me from these chains
Hold the key up high

You will feel a new heartbeat
You will breathe in new life
You will forget me tomorrow
You will start again

Embrace my denial
I feel the darkness
Of your withered soul

Search and erase me
Out of your memories
Just go on replace me
Step out of your misery

Untie my hands
Free me from these chains
Hold the key up high

Step out of your misery
Escape your misery

3. Burial Bridge

I never feel and never felt the safeness
All on my own
Always searching for someone to understand
Can't escape my fate

I never thought that my road
Would lead me to despair
My perdition
And when I reach for your hand
Will you follow me into the deep?

I saved my last breath for you
To see you live
We'll never wake up again
Two strangers are hand in hand
But we descend
We'll never wake up again

In darkest days I tried to find you
And in the end I find you
I found someone sharing the same needs as me
For the first time and for the last time

Heart to Heart they will descend
Two strangers hand in hand
To sacrifice their lives

And when I reach for your hand
Will you follow me into the deep?

I saved my last breath for you
To see you live
We'll never wake up again
Two strangers are hand in hand
But we descend
We'll never wake up again

We will never wake up again
And when I reach for your hand
Will you follow me into the deep?

I saved my last breath for you
We'll never wake up again
Two strangers are hand in hand
We will never wake up again

4. My Oblivion

I remember
The last time I saw your face
And I surrendered
To the warmth of your embrace

This memory's not forgotten
Until the end of days
Your shadow still walks with me
There's no escape

And still I find you in my dreams
You'll always be a part of me

Take me away from my oblivion
I'm so afraid of what I have become
Because of me I'm on my way into the undertow

This memory's not forgotten
Until the end of days
Your shadow still walks with me
And there is no escape

And still I find you in my dreams
You'll always be a part of me

Take me away from your Oblivion
I'm so afraid of what I have become
Because of me I'm on my way into the undertow

And at the end of the day I see the light again
There will always be a tomorrow

5. A Reason

Follow the path to ruin
Sail into the storm
Dead rivers flowing
Towards an ocean that is black

Poisoned is what we are
Cursed and condemned is what we are

Standing on the edge of this world
Waiting for the last goodbye
Cry for life in this blackened world

Give me a reason to close my eyes
I crave for angels until my world dies

How could we go on this far...
Keep us away from this destiny
Guide us to fortune out of the misery

Burn the bridge behind us

With fire in our hearts
Pave the road we walk on
With ashes of our sins

Poisoned is what we are
Cursed and condemned is what we are

Standing on the edge of this world
Waiting for the last goodbye
Cry for life in this blackened world

Give me a reason to close my eyes
I crave for angels until my world dies

6. Buried In The Deep

You showed me how to live for the first time in my life
Nothing is forever as we change
You came into my life and turned darkness into light
With your divine fire set my heart ablaze

Hope the only thing I keep in my heart
Fear from losing you tears me apart

I never felt this way as far as I remember
There is no together, you turned away
We left a trail of tears that washed away this love
From this state of mourning I need to break free

All of my dreams buried in the deep
Shadows of you they are haunting me

Hope the only thing I keep in my heart
Fear from losing you tears me apart
I will cherish what I learned from you
Solace in mind helps me to get through

Will I ever free myself from you
Still I never turn my back on you

Hope the only thing I keep in my heart
Fear from losing you tears me apart
I will cherish what I learned from you
Solace in mind helps me to get through

And I will never forget you

7. A Thin Red Line

We walk along a thin red line
Now it's time for us to escape
Burn all the bridges that led us to this misery
Sense of life is living
Time is now

And don't forget to keep the balance
Between giving and taking

Nothing that we have done makes us this sorrowful
Than being selfish, than being cold
Everything we reach for the bliss and certainty
Not being selfish, not being cold

We walk along a thin red line

Live with open eyes and minds
Despite all the things we regret in life
More than only breathing
Charge our hearts with hope

Nothing that we have done makes us this sorrowful
Than being selfish, than being cold
Everything we reach for the bliss and certainty
Not being selfish, not being cold

Nothing in this world feels alright
Endless days, sleepless nights
We're loosing balance
Can you feel it?
Can we keep it?
We are so restless
Since we lost our course

Nothing in this world feels alright
Endless days, sleepless nights
The sense of life is living
The time is now
More than only breathing
Charge our hearts with hope
The sense of life is living
The time is now

Nothing that we have done makes us this sorrowful
Than being selfish, than being cold
Everything we reach for the bliss and certainty
Not being selfish, not being cold

8. Perspectives

Woke up in ruins of faith
Our prayers forsaken and all hope is gone
No longer I will retrace lifeless thoughts

My heart's surrounded by fear
But on the horizon a new day is born
What I have learned from the past
Hold on hope

Inhale the spirit
Return to life
What I earn is what I give
Exhale the sorrow
A draft at sight
What I sow is what I reap

Never give up
Never give in
Never give up all your hopes and dreams

Tear up the darkened sky
Fill up my black heart with beauty and light
Everything's brightened by grace forever

My heart's surrounded by fear
But on the horizon a new day is born
What I have learned from the past
Hold on hope

Inhale the spirit
Return to life
What I earn is what I give
Exhale the sorrow
A draft at sight
What I sow is what I reap

Forgot the days of constant rain
When I had fear that this life was in vain
Times have changed, I'm on my way
Preparing myself to be new again
Preparing myself to be new again

9. Lost Chapters

We are bled dry, we lost the spark,
I miss determination in your eyes
Once you said: It's not for the win,
it's for the fight
But the distance between you and your words
Became as big as oceans deep
What has made you to this person in front of me?
Personal loss broke your spine,
intimidated to experience
The next big disappointment.

Robbed of all the courage you've worn in your chest.
It hurts to see you're a broken person these days.

Can I still try to lead you back
To the hidden beauty of these days
It's still an old thesis,
But time will heal all wounds
There may will be scars,
invisible and visible ones
those that hurt and those that don't
They will be a part of your life from now on
Carry them with pride,
They tell the story of your life

Robbed of all the courage you've worn in your chest.
It hurts to see you're a broken person these days.

10. Dead Home

Another night at home
Pieces of broken glass
There's no need to explain

Another endless night
Fragments of shattered dreams
I'm dead alive

For years I suffered under
Anguish in this house
You gave me nothing
But the tears I shed alone

I want to thank you for the suffering
And all the times you turned
The back on your kin
I try so hard to kill the memories
The day will come when
I'll weep no more

I hear the desperate cries
She is on her knees
Can not escape these walls

You robbed your mind again
The demons in your glass
Killed love in this place

For years I suffered under
Anguish in this house
You gave me nothing
But the tears I shed alone

I'll carry hope until the end

I want to thank you for the suffering
And all the times you turned
The back on your kin
I try so hard to kill the memories
The day will come when
I'll weep no more

I'll carry hope until the end

I want to thank you for the suffering
And all the times you turned
The back on your kin
I try so hard to kill the memories
The day will come when
I'll weep no more

11. Follow The Lights

I won't regret
A single phrase I said
In fragile words
I don't deny
Your points of view are strong
But you seem lost

This life has proved you wrong
Most times it's just your own deception
That made your skies fall
A straight look in your heart
I see the scars that left you hopeless
And robbed all your trust

Follow the lights to find yourself inside
In days of fear they guide you home alive

A life once lost
Recovered with your trust
Leave it behind
The agony
The sorrow of your life
Now history

This road will be paved with your dreams

This life has proved you wrong
Most times it's just your own deception
That made your skies fall
A straight look in your heart
I see the scars that left you hopeless
And robbed all your trust

Follow the lights to find yourself inside
In days of fear they guide you home alive

All the love you left behind
And all the bridges you have burnt
Must be rebuild and crossed again

12. Nails & Daggers

(бонус)

In these days it's so hard to find words
So far away from how I led my life
The pen in my hand
Runs out of ink
So where to begin
And when will I find all the bliss left behind
the Roads to travel everyone knows
But still they're different
What you learn on your way
Will lead you home

These words shall burn like nails in our conscience
These words shall burn like daggers in our hearts

Fading lights, there's no place for my hopes
I find my way in cities with no name
The thoughts in my head revolving again
I'm living a life
But when will I start to be myself again

the Roads to travel everyone knows
But still they're different
What you learn on your way
Will lead you home

These words shall burn like nails in our conscience
These words shall burn like daggers in our hearts

13. Hold On Hope

(бонус)

With every word that we have never shared
Breath of despair
With every glance of you
I feel blessed
With all the things that we do share in life
I feel your pain
Hating to see your harm
It makes me bleed

In the sands of time I see you disappear
All the clocks on the wall they scream your name
As I offer you my saving hands of trust
Hold on Hope

All these tears are the price that you pay
For the anguish stung in your heart
Everytime that you've
Tried to love me
Tried to hate me
Yet we fell apart

To save yourself from your own lethargy
No sea too deep
Just take a heart, fight back
Rise to live

There is no difference between you and me
We are the same

You need a saving hand
Reach for it

As I offer you my saving hands of trust
Hold on Hope

All these tears are the price that you pay
For the anguish stung in your heart
Everytime that you've
Tried to love me
Tried to hate me
Yet we fell apart

These days are over
We are over
Over this