1. Feral Blaze

I am inside you all
In the interior of your minds
Underrated & given over by some
Devotion of a different kind
I possess an excessive hunger
Often refered to as greed
Corroder of your natural impulse
I am your darkest need

This world is my creation
My universal design
Set to outlive duration
Continuance will come to be mine

Losing touch with reality
Entering a self-seeking dream
Give me an inch & I will take a mile
Let me show you the unseen

I invented this game
You play your parts so well
Possessed, yet not knowing
You slave inside my shell
Striving to satisfy me
When causing global hell
To feed my magnitude
What I want is what you give
All I need is what I made you
Just obey me and you'll live
You can't run, I will go on
After you've died!

2. Tellurian Crown

Misery – despair
Useless empty pages
The future is now routine
Through endless ages

For what it's worth
Yet it's not too late
Just don't give in
Chances lie in wait
What's yet to be
Yesterdays may drown
But still there's long
Before the sun is down

Bitterness – defeat
The dying life portrays
Entrance of denial
Indifference to faith

Misery – despair
The dying life portrays
The future is now routine
Indifference to faith

3. Self-Invoked

Waiting for you
To help me find "my" way
I need direction to lead
To carry the day

Make-believer – you cannot keep this
Smokescreen from dissolving
Some sunny day you will become aware
Of what you've done
Self-deceiver – you're blocking up your
Own evolving, why else would you be losing
Every time you think you have won!

Self-invoked

Preying upon you
I am the vulture you feed
Collector of impressions
The harvest of your seed

Following in your steps
Always close behind
With eyes shut wide open
Sighted yet blind

4. Torchbearer

Feeble-minded
Followers of faith
Never to return from the hereafter
Solar fiction
Transformational gates
Falter on the verge of a disaster
Dark utopia
Atmospheric quest
Cosmical conveyance – disconnected
Last encounter
Enigmatic zest
Sidereal transmigration – undirected

Torchbearer – disciple of an immense conviction
Torchbearer – disciple of an immense belief

Stellate scoria
Voyaging through time
Slowly drifting into non-existence
Incarnation
Nebular design
Risen from the exit of persistence?

Quixotic rapture
Exchanged for sublunar tears
Dreaming in the sunset of an astral nightfall
Intergalactic dusk
Close & confounded
Biding its time
Set to benight the zealot
At any cost

5. Final State Part II (Last Entry)

I cannot seem to overlook you
I've tried for years now
But you just keep coming back
I put my trust in your reality
Still you had to overeach me this way

What comes hereafter
I don't know
So cold as things go

Time & again you fullfilled me
What am I to do without you here
Even though I don't want you around me
How can I go on when you're not near

For long I've tried to break away
I may be craving
But I won't be slipping back
At every turn I ruminate on you
There is no switch off
I just have to submit

My – life – is – yours!

6. Thrown Off The Scent

Never thought you would realize
It has been this way all through
Affected & indifferent
You broke belief in two

Cause of disruption
Extravagant mistrust
Absorbing sufficiency
Through self-destruction

Always knew what you now know
Apathetic termination
You had it coming to you
Premature extermination

Thrown off the scent

7. Milestone

Your final departure
& still you're so strong
Rejecting the only thing
That would keep you from end up gone
Oh God, this cannot come to pass
Not now, not this way!
How I wish I could keep you from sliding
Into decay

And so you bid us farewell
Setting along with the sun
Crowned with the courage of despair
Leaving creation behind
Your will is drawn to a close
& so is your self-reliance
For that, you're taking your leave
Rising above defiance

I've tried putting myself in your place
I've tried to imagine what it must be like
But all that it comes to is nothing but fear
Fear of hat I'd have to fight

With a look full of pity
I sense your dismay
How I wish I could keep you from sliding
Into decay

The thought of never seeing you
Again is scaring me
Why does it have to end like this?
I will preserve the memory of you eternally
In my mind you will exist – forever!

8. In The Dark Midst Of Winter

Autumn's dawn, a season's sigh
Like always when the summers die
Rainy days did come to stay
And had the unfading washed away

Winter's dawn, a season's sigh
Like always when the autumns die
Silvery days did come to stay
And had the undying washed away

Spring-tide's dawn, a season's sigh
Like always when the winters die
Fluent days did come to stay
And had the enduring washed away