1. Higher Existence
I step into a mind where mind is an illusion
Subconscious colourful delusions
Where I can master every action
I need a positive reaction
Dream of a nature of pure saturation and lie in a lake ever after
Here in this time what is time what is mine?
I forget! But it just doesn't matter!
Come with me! To a place where no reason is reason
Come with me! To a place where you can choose the season
Take one look around – See what you've wanted to see
Think away far from your kind
For the unknown is calling your name
Touch beyond what you can feel
Don't let anyone tell you what's real
Come inside and be a part of the distance that beckons your mind
And be a higher existence than you realise
Just release your subconscious to tell you its real
This is a higher unconscience that's making it heal
And you know that it's good for your soul
To experience something unknown, so tell me...
This is not the end of time
This is not the end of time
This is not the end of time
Can you feel it now?
This is not the end of time
This is not the end of time
And you are calling to the wine...
Feel it come
Close the door
Push towards
Fear it more
Let it take the worst of you, best of you and just throw it all away
Come inside the dream that beckons
Feel, release this consciousness
What's the reason for this wisdom?
Here's the answer: 000 000
2. Deep Weeds
Can you live your life with such passion
that your anger will bear the pain?
From a seedling of aging nations
Calling me again
Now that I'm young
Now that I fear
Only the years appear
When I am old
I will have told
Songs of the ones that I had near
Tales of the past
A sorrow each crease
Here in my face so pale
While I am young
I will escape
Till I'm old and frail
Never speak of my life's erosion
Wipe the withering blaze away
Cover up all my skin's corrosion
So I can bring back the light of my lost summer days
Down bring me down
Bring me down bring me down
3. Everwaiting
And every day I hope
That this feeling fades
On every page I turn
There appears your face
Can I survive on my knees?
Begging for you to
Come
Back to me
Stay away
Draw me near
Let me go, let me be
Hold me now – Set me free
Everwaiting – Everdreaming
This is not what I was looking for
Ten closing chapters
No happy ending here
As the "we" relapses
I draw you near
Everwaiting – Everdreaming
This is not what I was looking for
Can I hold you?
Never leave me!
Let me live!
And I'm still holding on to you!
4. Between The Sheets
Between the sheets a tear falls down
When the silence will resound
Idyllic dreams are clandestine
Periodic, swift and mine
When the pillow turns to red
I think more than I have said and done
I know, I weep, when my waking seems so bleak
I know, I weep, for tonight I could not sleep
5. Sober
I have tried so hard to feel much more for her than nothing
Wouldn't it be nice if I pretended that I care?
I can promise her a life of wonderful perfection
I can promise her that I will lead her from despair
Come the day and I'll be over
And I will leave her all alone
Will I stay?
Will I stay sober?
Or just bottle all my shame?
She
Drags me under
Pulls me over
Now I'm sober
She
I don't want her any more
I don't need her any more
So I leave her, standing at the door...
When I look at her a creeping guilt lies in my lusting
Does she realise just what she's doing to herself?
I can promise her a life of wonderful perfection
I can promise her that I will lead her from despair
Come the day and I'll be over
And I will leave her all alone
Will I stay?
Will I stay sober?
Or just bottle all my shame?
She
Drags me under
Pulls me over
Now I'm sober
She
I don't want her any more
I don't need her anymore
So I leave her, standing at the door...
6. Cross The Line
Time, another time
Another line
And we've crossed it here again
Out of no respect I throw you back into your little game
I tell you one
But I believe in two
I tell you two
But I believe in three
I tell you one
But I just got to contradict you to the tenth degree
I tell you one
But I believe in two
I tell you two and I said no, just you watch me go!
Never ever cross the line
Never ever give a sign
Never ever show that you're the weaker mind
Never ever turn your back
Never let me see your act
Never ever ever ever cross the line I know it well
...and if you ever cross the line
...this isn't for the final time
This isn't for what you believe what isn't wrong or right
7. Pulse 04
Time leads me into a sun of seas
This isn't what I fear
This is forever!
Bring me down up to a rising sound
Travelled in all my life
Can this be never?
Try just to see me all alive
Keep my pulse on 285
Keep my heart a bleeding frenzy
Blemish me
And sow the seed
And show me something to nothing
To anything to stay alive
And now the river runs
And now the setting sun
And the season's war
My pulse remains on zero four
And now the setting sun
And now the river runs
And the season's war
My pulse remains on zero four
Drive on, drive on through the restless night
Until I'm satisfied that this isn't forever
Bring me down, up to a rising sound
Travelled in all my life – Can you tell me it's never?
8. Falling
One by one
We are blinded to forget
All the things that we wish we had said
Stare right into the darkness into which we ride
Far too late – For the fact that we're alive
And we're all falling down through the window of the world
No one cares no one's falling with us
Call for help in the void, but there's no one here to sell
You a place on the throne of your time
Stare right into the darkness into which we ride
Far too late – For the fact that we're alive
And we're all falling down through the window of the world
No one cares no one's falling with us
Call for help in the void, but there's no one to sell
You a place on the throne of your time
9. What I Need?
I sit and ponder life
Beyond my own belief
One step forward into times of grief
I know decisions are a grinding pressured chore
And I'm waiting for the...
High time now
And in the answer I believe
There must be something I conceived
And I'm waiting
Is this what I want?
Is this what I need?
Is this good for me?
Why try to ultracrepidate?
Just turn towards yourself
Who cares what everyone is dreaming?
In summary I bleed less than you sell
High time now
And in the answer I believe
There must be something I conceived
And I'm waiting
Is this what I want?
Is this what I need?
Is this good for me?
I may have promised that I'll be just one more self
Is this what I want?
Is this what I need?
Is this good for me?
10. One More Time
So I can't believe in you
And you can't believe in me?
Is this what we call a truce?
Is this how it's meant to be?
In these arms a pleasant lace of charms so ask me
One more time I beg for
One less sign to see what
I can find among the ones you make me out to be
I know I am like everything before
I can I see when I am on the floor
I cross I wait for everything to turn
I am I breathe for what you make me yearn
In these arms a pleasant lace of charms so ask me
One more time I beg for
One less sign to see what
I can find among the ones you make me out to...
One more time
One less sign
When you turn your back to me
(and so I wait for you to turn)
One more time I beg for
One less sign to see what
I can find among the one you make me out to...
One more time
One more time
When you turn your back to me
One more time
One less sign
When you turn to me again
11. White Shadow
White, white is the one
Bright as the sun
Into the battle the stallion rides
Voices will sing
Storm of the wind
Free as the heart of the warrior king
She fights the fire
Wings of desire
Thundering out of the funeral pyre
Howl of the hounds
Silence the sound
Run them into the ground
Fear the fire
Fear the thunder in her eyes
As she is running through the skies she is my
White Shadow, run White Shadow
White Shadow, run White Shadow
White Shadow, run White Shadow knight
In the darkness I will see your light
She, mare of the sky
Breathing with life
Leaving a trail of fire
Behind the nation
Fire invasion
This sensation
Infinite univers chase
Fear the fire
Fear the thunder in her eyes
As she is running through the skies she is my
White Shadow, run White Shadow
White Shadow, run White Shadow
White Shadow, run White Shadow knight
In the darkness I will see your light
In the darkness of the night
I will feel the burning light
My shadow fire
Can you feel she is the one?
In the shadow of the sun!
Can you see her run?
In the darkness of the night
See her burning deep inside she is my
White Shadow, run White Shadow
White Shadow, run White Shadow
White Shadow, run White Shadow knight
In the darkness I will see your light
White Shadow, run White Shadow
White Shadow, run White Shadow
White Shadow, run White Shadow knight
In the darkness I will see your light