1. Northern Breeze

On this icy road I walk
The way is slippery and very dark
Those suns haven't got up in days
The reality I used to face

Every cold morning here
Every freezy blows to bear
Its freezing through the year
And we are here, going nowhere

When coldness came in me
And rooted so deep
I don't know where it came
Or where is it going
I am now a part of it
When it leaves I know what is left
Just a decay corpse,
No more feelings left to shed

2. Quarrelsome

I'll never let you be here
love is me and my past life
you couldn't ever understand
no matter what, untrue to last

And when it seems we can't go on
we have the memories, some words on stone
even when you told me you loved me
I saw no reason, for all those lies

I've been so quarrelsome for a long time now
I've listened to something that doesn't exist
only roamed in lunacy, wasted our lives

All things that get me tired again
are today results of your mistakes
No offence can be forgiven
this day is no longer new

You have to hear me when I tell
something that feels so easy to say
we haven't looked at the same way
Nor haven't we looked at each other

3. On Death's Colour

All the despair is now gone
I know that tonight
I'll create no more harm

I go for a moment into sleep
I know that tonight,
I'll wake up just to be seen

When the moment comes
I rise from my place
Thinking not too much

I dress up on death's colour
Oh, my eyes are red
Tonight they will turn to black
Roughen up ahead

Pain is alive again
I'm not allowed to live anymore
Night collects me under
The ground screams for food

I walk through the woods
I travel alone tonight
Someone else must be draming too

I see all over large trees, hands
Am I alone tonight?
Somehow everything is waiting (for my gash)

However something is still in me
I'd like to feel once more but I just cannot

4. Two Suns

The times were furrowed
and bleeding blood

The suns were low
in the red sky above

Raised strains of years
left the former locations

From diverse ages
saying the same word

Tireless intimate
compliting one's task

Encouraged to hug
embrace at last

Waiting further from the picture
Emotions greater than that

Left into creation
Loneliness became dim

The times were furrowed
and bleeding blood
The end only exists
life is only a passage

The times were furrowed
and bleeding blood
As you look at your hands
they will be bleeding

5. Reborn

Walking on sidewalks
This ain't good show
Ain't the way the life should go on
It's not that easy to go
To face the people I know
To say the world of mine would need a shine

In the end of this road I see
How light's fading by degrees
Ne day's so far away for me
The thing I have lost
Was the root of my life
I'm chained to this memory

The worlds of despair are true
The world has turned into blue
Inside my body so weak,
I feel the poison bleed
But in the moment it all can change
The joy of life carries on
True as the day I was born

As the daylight is bright
And light always comes after night
Reborn I truly am, completely new man
The guidance has shown to be true
I'll be no lost anymore
I see the way to go on

6. Mausoleum

The agony has no symmetry
It once crawled into their minds
No place for the victims
They're all left in ditches

And the dictator who got his own mausoleum
Still laugh at their tears
He found his own substitute
Yet worse than himself

A life once so whole
Family killed by torture
They're digging their graves from beneath
You're hopeless, there's no going back

No sanctuary for the deaf
For blinds there are no places to hide
I find myself crying
I cry blood within my self

And the dictator who once ruined his nation
Now laugh behind his grave
Watches every move you make
Drown into deep sadness

7. Penance

I play with my ideas
Eyes torn with self command
Our right is to improve
Things they suck in their lungs

Wonder how you changed
Thoughts you once disguised
Beauty is the first pray
And death is your birthright

Crucified your heart
Tomorrow gave up all your crimes
Pride coloured up fondness
Wonder how they pick a stick

Inferior thoughts
Don't know which is a dream
Reproduced words
I forswear omens

Find those lies beneath
Under your dark smile
There's nothing left to believe
Covered up with sin
Pull yourself to dry land
Hide yourself with what they have

Expectations suck us down
They make us insecure
Stupidity means to be pride
Let me cover you with dir

8. The Feeble Morning

This pain, it's getting through me
Won't it ever let me go
Won't I have a chance to live without it

There might be something, something to wait for
A messenger, the word on it's way?
Where's the morning, no longer I can wait

It goes away now and then
The way out was never there
Can't forget a single thing I've gone through

Facing all brings the pain again
The corpses in blood
All the innocent are in front of me (now)

9. Anguish Of Frustration

Like a blind afraid of dark
Condemned in endless night
I do not hate much choice
But to dilapidate in this life

Now the anguish of frustration
Amplifies my inner scream
Creating a mess in this emptiness
Tearing out my impetuous dream

Trepanating from inside
Bursting out to take control
Twisting my mind, wicked, denied
Releasing the evil on the whole

Lost in this maze
Caught in these chains
Feeling seared and alone
Knowing my sanity never remains
I wait for the unknown

Too many opportunities
I have missed or ignored
They left a hole in my heart
That cannot be restored

Nearing the voice, once a whisper
Growing into sounds of grief
Internal aggression moulds it to horror
Too much for find a relief

10. Justification For Unavoidable

It's our duty to kill
Those who don't belong to us
As their duty is to kill
Us, 'cause we aren't part of them

We spread the word around
Shall you fight with us?
As you know, they must die
For sure we know our enemy

So shall we gather
to put up the camps and the training centres
So shall we train everyone to be a killer
And praise the glory of guns

We give you the signs of the enemy
He is wrong and diverse
He's the one who doesn't agree what you say
And the worst is: He doesn't believe in your god

How many million rights
Justifications for death
God has truly given
Profane delights for us

New guns have being made
We must heal ourselves
And we will, by religion
No-one will shelter the infidels

Those who won't join us
All lack honour in our eyes
We see the signs of betrayal
They will petrify before they die

11. Not Yet The Last

Nightfall closes in and
echoes die out down the cliff
Anxiety is taking over again my fragile mind.

Fears are tuning into hate
and the time is for my fate
to become a servant for my undoable
deeds.
I hold her cold hand
and close her open eyes.
I wonder how far this path of mine leads.

One more step to end it all, but no,
I have to carry on.
Must have guts to dare to look behind.

How many souls I have to send to hell
before my anger will be satisfied?
I know I will do this again.
Once I lived, three times I died.