1. Erwachen

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2. Lieber Allein

Es schmerzt nicht mehr
und all das berührt mich nicht mehr,
alles verändert sich und bleibt doch bestehen.
Frag mich nicht,
was ich gerade denk' und wie's mir geht,
du hast keine Chance es je zu verstehen.

Ich bin lieber allein,
als zwischen Tausenden verlor'n zu sein,
ich bin lieber allein

Wenn ich geh,
ist es nur ein Abschied,
hundertfach pro Sekunde, überall, jederzeit...
Behalt' mich tief in deinen Gedanken,
sieh mir nicht hinterher,
es ist doch gar nicht so schwer.

Ich bin lieber allein,
als zwischen Tausenden verlor'n zu sein,
ich bin lieber allein,
wenn ein neuer Tag der Unendlichkeit beginnt
Lieber allein,
als im Strom allen Lebens unterzugeh'n
Ich bin lieber allein
Lieber allein

Ich bin lieber allein,
als zwischen Tausenden verlor'n zu sein,
ich bin lieber allein,
wenn ein neuer Tag der Unendlichkeit beginnt
Lieber allein,
als im Strom allen Lebens unterzugeh'n
Ich bin lieber allein
Lieber allein

3. I Will Be There

I feel your breath
It commands the eyes beneath my skin
Your smile is left
And the pictures in my mind that drives me mad
The only wish
But still reminds is to be with you
At your side
While tears run dry
And thoughts are clear again

I will be there
If you should fall
You fall into my arms
I will be there
To catch your fall
Just take my hand again

I will be there
If you should fall
You fall into my arms
I will be there
To catch your fall

In your eyes
I can see reflections of my life
No need to hide
My memories are standing still for you
If there was fear
We could smile it
Just in the beginning
But I'm still here
And you're so templing far away from me

I will be there
If you should fall
You fall into my arms
I will be there
To catch your fall
Just take my hand again

I will be there
If you should fall
You fall into my arms
I will be there
To catch your fall

I will be there
If you should fall
You fall into my arms
I will be there
To catch your fall
Just take my hand again

I will be there
If you should fall
You fall into my arms
I will be there
To catch your fall

4. Out Of Sight

Thoughts again unwind
But now you feel so incoherent
And stains are hard to find
You can't stand the lack of fear
And if you consciousness is clear
Don't you miss a bit of violence
What you see is insincere
It always stays the same

And on and on a crying dawn
But tears have ceased and words are gone
And your screams have just become a silent whisper

Flood the world they've built around you to drown the bygone times
Live the lies they tell about you 'cause doubts have been declined
Let me take you far above this, to see beyond their games
For the past is out of sight

You live your own decay
Aren't you tired of mindless hiding?
The conventions you obey
Make you feel you're almost dying
When the answers don't belong
To all the questions you were trying
To ask a million times before
And the faults go on

And on and on a crying dawn
But tears have ceased and words are gone
And your screams have just become a silent whisper

Flood the world they've built around you to drown the bygone times
Live the lies they tell about you 'cause doubts have been declined
Let me take you far above this, to see beyond their games
For the past is out of sight

Flood the world they've built around you to drown the bygone times
Live the lies they tell about you 'cause doubts have been declined
Let me take you far above this, to see beyond their games
For the past is out of sight

5. Tomorrows Morning

It's so severe
You stare at me through eyes unbelievably sad
Are you here?
Your dreams captured under your bed

Could we adhere
To rules and plans and these futile intents
Could we break apart the ties, stop all motion
The trauma's inside of our heads

Leaving our hopes alone tonight
We buried tomorrows morning
Tracing the scopes of our delight
We buried tomorrows morning

You preserve to fight the pain
But you're lost in this game
There's no chance
Are you near?
My being is finally dead

You disappear
In the arms of your ghost
You're entirely enclosed
And you mind escapes
The answers are missing
The consciousness is almost shed

Leaving our hopes alone tonight
We buried tomorrows morning
Tracing the scopes of our delight
We buried tomorrows morning

Leaving our hopes alone tonight
We buried tomorrows morning
Tracing the scopes of our delight
We buried tomorrows morning

Leaving our hopes alone tonight
We buried tomorrows morning
Tracing the scopes of our delight
We buried tomorrows morning

Leaving our hopes alone tonight
We buried tomorrows morning
Tracing the scopes of our delight
We buried tomorrows morning

6. Louisa

I'm counting the hours in sleepless nights
My thoughts get lost, I see your eyes
And I'm still waiting to see you again
The steps we take are equalized
We don't need the old disguise
And I'm still waiting to feel you again

We don't care about the rest of the world
We just believe what we believe in
Living seems so easy when we melt in our embrace

Oh Louisa, you're in my wonderland
Reach out and touch my hand again to fill the emptiness in me
Oh Louisa, you're my last memory
I can't remember how it felt before we met
Oh Louisa

The hours pass, the miles go by
The early clouds, a grayish sky
And I'm still waiting to hear you again
You're in my mind but too far away
The echo fades, it can't light the way
I'm still waiting to feel you again

We don't care about the world around
We only trust what we can trust in
Living seems so easy when we melt in our embrace

Oh Louisa, you're in my wonderland
Reach out and touch my hand again to fill the emptiness in me
Oh Louisa, you're my last memory
I can't remember how it felt before we met

Oh Louisa, you're in my wonderland
Reach out and touch my hand again to fill the emptiness in me
Oh Louisa, you're my last memory
I can't remember how it felt before we met

Oh Louisa

7. Rain Falls

Through the clouds around your aching body
The usual noises are slowly fading in and so
you tried so hard to disembody
But everything's still in its place, just like before

And even if you try to blank out the scenes
They will recur again and again
And no one can perceive the scars
But your soul is marked, it can never heal
But when...

Rain falls into your eyes
It dilutes all your tears down
Rain falls like it's lye
Washing your blood away
When rain falls into your eyes
It can blur all distinction
Rain falls in reply

Your reflection shows a hint of anger
But you still feel the numbness deep inside
With the blade right in your hand you're pausing
Awaiting the rising excitement to come out

With the first cut your warm blood is dripping
Down to the floor, but you feel so alive now
And the craving for this substitution of pain always prevails
And when...

Rain falls into your eyes
It dilutes all your tears down
Rain falls like it's lye
Washing your blood away
When rain falls into your eyes
It can blur all distinction
Rain falls in reply

Rain falls into your eyes
It dilutes all your tears down
Rain falls like it's lye
Washing your blood away
When rain falls into your eyes
It can blur all distinction
Rain falls in reply

8. Waiting For The Day To End

With the blade in my heart I'm stumbling
I'm melting into the ground
While the walls around are crumbling
I don't want to rest 'til I'm found
Fighting against emptiness and confidence inside of me
And a broken mirror shows me what I am supposed to see

And I thought I'm crying tears, but blood is pouring down from my eyes
But no matter how I feel I can't respond to their lies
I don't need these souvenirs to remind me of the bygone time
And however much I try to forget
I can't get rid of their grime
(I hold my breath)
I can't get rid of their grime
(I hold my breath)

And the weights on my feet drag me
Down to the bottom of the sea
But it looks so peaceful here and I can't speak to raise a plea
Everything I tried to see and to find again and to undo my faults
Was never worth the strain, there's nothing left I could exault

And I thought about dying safely, but as always there's no guarantee
Whatever they say I still deny and disagree
The words and sentiments
And I'm still standing in-between
But my innermost thoughts remain unseen

So I question a new prospect and I'll leave it all this time
With all doubts and dissent in my head
I'm waiting – waiting for the day to end
So I question a new prospect and I'll leave it all this time
With all doubts and dissent in my head
I'm waiting – waiting for the day to end

And the storm was silent thunder
Poison runs through my veins
Don't need another aching wonder
I'm already almost slain
Dismissing the consequences and one-way chances, 'cause it's not good
Some call it fate, some always say they feel misunderstood

And I know I cry no tears, 'cause blood is pouring down from my eyes
But you'll never guess my thoughts, you can't see through my disguise
I don't need more injuries to remind me of a former life
You cannot stop me anymore, however much you strive

So I question a new prospect and I'll leave it all this time
With all doubts and dissent in my head
I'm waiting – waiting for the day to end
So I question a new prospect and I'll leave it all this time
With all doubts and dissent in my head
I'm waiting – waiting for the day to end

9. Du Fragst Nicht Mehr

Der Abgrund, so nah und es hämmert in deinem Kopf
Du spürst nur noch die Kälte unter deiner Haut

Doch auch der Sturm verweht die Gedanken nicht
Den lebenslangen Kampf
Und auch der Regen löscht die Tränen nicht
Und dein Gesicht verbrennt – es brennt

Du wagst nicht, dich zu bewegen, dein Herzschlag verlangsamt sich
Die Stunden vergehen, doch es bleibt kalt

Doch auch der Sturm verweht die Gedanken nicht
Den lebenslangen Kampf
Und auch der Regen löscht die Tränen nicht
Und dein Gesicht verbrennt

Du fragst nicht mehr, was sollte sich jetzt noch ändern?
Du fragst nicht mehr, denn du trägst die Antwort in dir

Du kannst nichts mehr hören, das Rauschen ist längst verstummt
Dein Körper gespalten – fast alles bleibt

Du fragst nicht mehr, was sollte sich jetzt noch ändern?
Du fragst nicht mehr, das Blatt kann sich nicht mehr wenden
Du fragst nicht mehr, welchen Weg du gehen sollst
Du fragst nicht mehr, denn du trägst die Antwort in dir

10. The Stream

How can I breathe beneath the ice surrounding my whole self
If my tears would only flow, just for a second
If I could break the walls apart which are built inside my heart

But the morning never comes
To welcome the light that stops me feeling cold and numb
To follow your hands that could lead me out, to start again
But the distance just increased whenever I tried to get away from this...

Stream
I'm dispossessed of all beliefs
And I feel I'm dragged away again by this
Stream
I'm convalesced without relief
And I see the world in black again

I still can see the blurry stars, but they can't really light the sky
I still hear voices from after like an endless whisper
If I could only trust my eyes
I ran out of goodbyes

But the morning never comes
To welcome the light that stops me feeling cold and numb
To follow your hands that could lead me out, to start again
But the distance just increased whenever I tried to get away from this...

Stream
I'm dispossessed of all beliefs
And I feel I'm dragged away again by this
Stream
I'm convalesced without relief
And I see the world in black again

I tried to get away from this...

Stream
I'm dispossessed of all beliefs
And I feel I'm dragged away again by this
Stream
I'm convalesced without relief
And I see the world in black again

11. Remaining Desires

Just as if nails have pierced my hands to the floor
I'm unable to move
I stare at the ceiling, but it's blank
Are my pictures completely removed?
But your aura is still around
And I drown in the scent of your skin
When I close my eyes again
There's just this blackness around your face

Pathetic creeds without reliance
I can't fullfill the remaining desires
Inherit the ill of a dead alliance
I can't fullfill the remaining desires

In your tears I've lost my way
So I prowl in the depth of your mind
Should I leave you or should I stay?
But it's really too late to rewind
When the borders are so tight
That you choke on their poisonous breath
And I can't bear to let you go
By now I'm inconceivably missing you

Pathetic creeds without reliance
I can't fullfill the remaining desires
Inherit the ill of a dead alliance
I can't fullfill the remaining desires
I can't fullfill the remaining desires

12. Whiteout

Set the wrong pace
In the wrong place
To wave a last goodbye
Skipped the wrong page
In my torn rage
I don't care for the reason why

You're the torrential river
Taking me far away
From their blindness in this lightness
You were the golden river
Taking me far away from here

And tonight I'll die again
But the demons will remain
And we thought we could agree
But there's nothing left we could believe in
And the words inside of me
I've lost my hope you could perceive them
So I flushed my memory
To forget all we have dreamt of

You were the swirling river
Taking me far away from here
You're the torrential river
Taking me far away from this meanness and all neatness
You were the golden river
Taking the pain away from me

Followed wrong ways
On the wrong trace
But I never could return

But my mind will stay the same
Even though I passed the aim
I still hear your final words
I can't sense how hard it hurts
You'll always be a part in me
They can really never steal from me
But I had to bury you
After all our dreams came true

You were the bleeding river
Drowning me deep inside of you
You were the bleeding river
All my angels cry for you

... For you